I give up.

Forever feeling like she wasn't accepted in a world where she thought she would be loved, she left forever. jumping off the next cliff she could find- she jumped off the worlds edge. tomorrow she won't be here to love anymore, and she leaves a note of sadness to her friends so-called. tonight was a last attempt at making anythign worth loving in her heart again. goodbye and i tried.

this bird has flown

 

I sincerely hope you are not really talking about doing yourself in. Please don't.

Even the unloved -- if that is true of you -- can have good things in their life that are worth being there for, and being happy about.

Sometimes I feel unloved -- because I've been having to wait and wait to find my next girlfriend (not seeming to meet anyone eligible or appropriate), and I get lonely too. But I fill my life with all kinds of things to do and see, and also with friends, even if they're not lover-friends.

Please keep at it. You'll find what'll make you feel good. Just give it time.

Blue skies,
-Jeffrey

 

Jeffrey, that was quite kind of you, my friend, but she means she is leaving the forums.
She isn't suicidal.

 

carry on my wayward daughter, therell be peace where you have gone

 

Good god, its just the internet! I'm younger than you and I realize that.

 

possibly she was reffering to something greater than that, and if not just because it's "just the internet" to you doesnt mean it affects her the same

 

Much Love. Thanks.

 

And uhh, I know they like to beat ya down a lot
When you come around the block brothas clown a lot
But please don't cry, dry your eyes, never let up
Forgive but don't forget, girl keep your head up--

 

As long as there are tie-dyed llamas in the world, nothing is worth giving up for.

 

wow....just because not everyones a hippie and nice to you on here doesnt mean that you have to start crying. like strawberry said, its just the freaking internet.

 

Woah some people are so intense about this it's scary.


Stawberry was as usual totally tactless but had a good point.
I appreciate how great it can be here, but ultimatly it isn't reality. These places the hotel Californias of lost souls. Having almost no connection to real life. Sure we make bonds, but should never loose sight of the fact this is a fleeting moment in an alternative reality. It is impossible to give and share our whole selfs because we can't see gestures, hear intonation, be totally sure if who we are talking to is honest. None of you even know my real name.

By all means enjoy this, as an enhancement but not a subsitute for real life. Took me a while to figure that out and live by it.

Stay, go, do what is right in your heart. Eithier way good luck and blessings.