i got to get out of here man..

ive been spending a good 5 weeks in contemplation about life, and what it is i want. and you know, the more i observe, and experience in my times.. i keep yearning more and more for a life without certainty, well, a life only certain of seeing new things. a way to expand my subconcious, and beliefs. i dunno, i came here to post just lookin to hear from people who understand.. this guy i know is working really hard to accomplish what it is he's lookin for, and i think him and i are traveling on the same boat. and hopefuly, and im most sure him and i will be wandering together soon enough.. im a bit negative tho, and i have problems with self doubt, so yeah... i dont know... i just want to live a life i find to be worthwhile, ya know? a life where i feel purpose.. sigh.. heh, lifes a bitch but i sure do love it man. ive been having a good time in california, i hope all you around the globe are feelin decent. im hoping it to be so. take care, smile, peace, and love brothers n sisters..

~colt

 

Ah, hello, again, I kinda lost my my breath when I read...having a ... good ... time

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well smiles, i have known this for some time now, dont doubt me there.. i just want confirmation you know? had to take leave from my home to listen truly to my heart, and not to the heart of others, im sensitive like that.. lately ive just been observing contrast between those whove lived much like my father and those who wished they had the nerve to be free... kind of like a third person perspective of myself, except not. i dunno. well, im blank. take care, be well.
love n peace

oh and im havin good times in cali, take care all