I had my first orgasm ahhhhhhh!!!!!!

and I started shaking and bawling and laughing all at the same time. Oh my freaking god I had no idea they were that good!! wholey shit KC you were right I had no idea what I was missing! After my appoitment yesteday he said he had a suprise for me and it was ocean front rental...sighhhhhh and he got me a freaking sweater at the store 'in case I forgot one. And then this morning he suggested that I try taking a quater of a viagra so I did and then I had 4 orgasms from him teahcing how to masturbate by touchig my clitoris (too sore from sex the night before to do it again) and getting me g spot on the same time...I think my long french manicure needs to go though because it hurt a little lol. And tha viagra made me feel great like I snorted an hurge fucking perfectily haverted and 100 percent purw line of coke...shit. we to grab breakfast and went boating afterwards and then he wanted to make me cum again but I couldn't but have you seen that sex in the city with the guy they call M'r Pussy...totally the same deal wanted to kust kiss me there all night...45 minutes of oral sex and when I tried to recirpocate he said that 'I said my throat glands hurt and there's always a million more chances to show off my skills'.....sigghhhhh I didn't leave until an hour ago If I iddn't have to be at a stupid gfolf tournament at 5 in the fucking morning I;d be fucking right now lol..argh I'm afraid I'm going to get hurt though so afraid. I've never felt somone love me so good and natural as he does. I've never fallen like this god it's scary...he said he'll call tommorow and we're going to play scrabble on tues/ I mean he is PERFECT in every way I just wanna move in with him right now and start after two freaking dates and he's been hurt bad in the past but god I know he loves me I see it in his eyes and no one's held me or paid so much attention to me in my entire life-noe one ah man and to have 5 orgasms on top of it my first orgasm was better then my first time making love.sigh ahhhhhhhhhh god. He makes me feel so beautiful a guy hasn't done that for me in so long. and I have this song stuck in gmy head...so bad I had to buy the freaking jessica simpson cd arghhhhhhhhhhhhh...edit wron song lol
"With You"

The real me is a southern girl with her Levis on and an open heart
Wish I could save the world, like I was super girl
The real me used to laugh all night lying in the grass just talking about love
But lately I've been jaded life got so complicated

I start thinking about it,
I almost forgot what it was like
To know what it feels like
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you, with you, with you
Now that I'm with you

You speak and it's like a song
And just like that all my walls come down
It's like a private joke just meant for us to know
I relate to you naturally
Everybody else just fades away
Sometimes it's hard to breathe
Just knowing you found me

Cuz I start thinking about it,
I almost forgot what it was like
To know what love feels right
Cause with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now
Now that I'm with you
With you

Come and take me
Love you save me
Like nobody else
Now I can be myself
With you

With you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby as I do now (Baby as I do now)
Now that I'm with you

 

So happy for you luv

 

WHOA! Hurts.... to... read. Sentences and paragraphs are your friend, lol!
Glad that all worked out for you, though. You've gotten kind of a late start on it, better work hard to catch up!

 

cool

 

Haha, congratulations lynsey

 

Im regretting reading that.

 

congratulations lynsey, you deserve to feel that way

 

Yaaaay! Go Lynsey, Go Lynsey

you gonna buy a vibe anytime soon so you can attempt to replicate the sensations when he can't be around? lol

edit: oh, and my cousin was kinda like that. I think she was 21 before she had her first o. That seems kinda crazy to me, but I'm a bit of a horndog soo.... She's now engaged to hte guy who helped her out that way, lol

 

eh congrats lynsey!!

 

Wow that is awesome but... are you really 24?

What the hell else have you been doing all this time if you've never had an orgasm?

I mean I'm 20 and the only reason I still bother getting up in the morning is knowing that I can have an orgasm later if I want.

 

yay!

 

Thats awesome! Go you

 

I'm so gonna get my fucking heart broken I was a moron and payed it cool yesterday when I left and he said I'll call you tommorow beautiful and I said 'okie dokie'. I was high on the viagra though I had never tried it before and it's 1pm and no phone call ): erhmm I'm freaking I so need to not be in a relationship why the fuck did I fuck myself again. I mean I know in my head he will call today but I just keep thinking I'm going to get hurt and I'm anxious and took too many drugs and shit I fucked myself over orgasm or not. I didn't put me first like I promised to do.

 

sweetie, calm, breathe. It's only 1pm there, there's still the rest of the afternoon and the whoooole evening for him too call today

 

yeah but I din't need to worry about that shit. God damn it I spent an entire fucking year last year worrying about that crap everyday and I'm so fucked up right now I can't be there for anyone at all and I am so afraid and I don't need this anxiety. I need to be by my fucking self I need to guard myself until I heal. It wasn't junk food sex at all it was the most loving sex I've ever had but still god I messed up I messed my self up.

Have you had your date yet?

 

not yet, another 1.5 hours or so

well, then, don't let yourself worry about it! If he calls, awesome. If he doesn't, it's not the end of the world. Just a date. Downplay it, don't think about it too much

 

I was his first in 4 years so it had t have met something to him...he's just really damaged and I can't be with a damged man again, it hurts too bad because I'm damaged goods too. I need so much undrstandign a patience for a relationship to work with me. His ex wife bascially married him for his money and then left him after the pre-nup period was over. I think he likes that I'm 'simple' compared to most people out here. He was like there's this great place on the peer overlooking the ocean and I said uhm can we go to dneeys i really want french toast and eggwhites lol.

are you nervous what are you going to wear?

 

everyone's damaged in one way or another, it's unavoidable. If you two happen to be damaged in compatible ways, well, why the hell not?

just jeans and a black t with a white design on the front. I, um, decided to be less cleavage-y on the second date, aahaha.

 

sounds cute. I wore a giant sweaterdress on my last date that I threw on after water therapy class but i didn't know it was a date lol.
let me know how it goes!!!!!!!!!!

 

wait
it's safe for females to take viagara?
i'm confused