I hate people

I honestly hate people. You know the typical and expected normal? the one everyone fakes just to be normal, well, i hate people like that. i hate stupid people. I am a racist, because i believe when a large enough % of people i hate, i can say i hate that race. and it just so happens i hate all races, apart from maybe native americans, aborigenes (australian bush tribes) and most who dont really indulge in todays society.

I hate humans so much, i keep social situations to a minimum with them, because once i spend enough time, i notice how fucking stupid they are, and it makes me really angry inside, like so angry i punch walls and break stuff while shouting.

I mean college is hell for me, everyone IS SO FUCKING STUPID. Its hard to explain the way i see things in my head, but all i see are people with no understanding what so ever. you know how you can think inside the box and outside it? well these people have never heard of such a box. I mean IQ bellow 25 or something like that.
Together wth the fact theyre so fake, alittle iraqi 19year old man acting gangzta, i mean come the fuck on, driving a little hatchback, talking slang to everyone and acting it up, i mean i dont pretend shit - but i would make this guy bleed like a little bitch.

And its sad because im 16, and allready i hate everyone. Not even the smartest people ive met understand me. i mean these people are my future, they will be washing my car, fixing my broken heating system, and cleaning my home, YET I HATE HOW FUCKING STUPID THE WORLD IS. theres individuals driving our technology and knowledge forward, and population dragging theyre intelligence down. SHIT, i wouldnt feel no pitty in killing most of the worlds population. These people are making my life hell, whther im a ghost or if im center of attention, theres always stupid people everywhere fucking me to points of insanity.

I actually think im insane, but its so simple. i finally see the truth for what the world is. only way for me to be happy is to detach myself from it.

 

Some old souls can't handle modern society.

Face it. Physical age is irrelevant. You're old.

Do something about it.

 

I can't think of anything to say except I agree.

Except the race hating thing... I people who deserve to be hated, I don't care about their colour... And the killing part too, I wouldn't kill innocent people. But if I had a gun I'm pretty sure half the people I know would be dead....

 

Nobody is innocent, except for maybe babies and whatnot. We all have evil thoughts and evil tendencies, but most people are too scared to act on those emotions.

I agree with you for the most part, green. Nobody understands what goes on in my mind either, and that pisses me off more than anything; I have reason to be the way I am, and people are too blind to see it or I can't find the words to make them understand. I'm a little demented and crazy, and the fact that people don't understand that makes me all the more demented and crazy, and I have no way to release it, until I have one of my little violent outbursts, which are becoming more and more common lately. Stress will put some fukt up shit in your mind. I've become so annoyed with the people I come in contact with that I have gone so far as to actually plot out every detail of how I would go about murdering them and disposing of the body and all of the evidence in a way that I wouldn't be caught. I've even gone so far as to buy the clothes I planned on wearing when the I put my murderous plot into action. People/society have gotten me so twisted, it's not even funny, and there's no telling how many other people feel/think the same way I do.

I got a little sidetracked, but I'm sure it has something to do with what you were talking about. haha

 

I'm a Fascist.

I hate a lot of people.

And not because of any ethnicity factor.

Just groups of people by their BELIEFS.

Liberals primarily but there are some sections of Liberals who are seriously annoying.

I wouldn't kill anybody that I didn't know at least basic outline of, I know I sometimes say all Liberals should drop dead but I exagerate, murder is only justified for convicted rapists and murderers.

 

i feel similarly; i've found that drugs can help somewhat...



i also find it comical how several replies felt the need to assure that they aren't racist...

 

"You know the typical and expected normal? the one everyone fakes just to be normal, well, i hate people like that."

Yeah they suck.
And there are very few people who understand anyone. But there are some

 

the excepted and typical normal is a bitch. i hear ya on that. i also have the same problem with college also.

i remember my last girlfriend said that she hasent meet anyone like me before. i said, "yeah because i cant get along with that." we were at a bar and i was pointing to a typical group of maybe 8 college guys just acting like dumbshits to impress who the hell knowns. its those groups that i swear make up 95% of society. and i cant seem to get along with it at all.

 

How to stop little 19 year old Iraqi kid from acting Gangster? Grab em by their little fucking skinny necks and Shove a Metallica Cassette tape in their mouths till they choke on it!!!!


GW vet!

 

yea... no.

whats wrong with being a G if it makes em feel special?
do all these people surrounding you make you that angry?
cant you just tune em all out cause I dont think they are leaving anytime soon... really it can be pretty nice being alone in your head...
humans are strange.

 

HELL YEAH!!! \M/

 

Nah neither can i. Im through with trying to be cool. In other words i have nothing in common with anyone my age.

Besides, im sure not everyone wants to date replica's. I would assume they get boring after awhile. But i wouldn't know

 

green.... maybe you should take it easy with the mary jane man..

How do you know that every person out there who has a 'fake' life and fits in with a trend isn't thinking outside the box as well? Perhaps they are a step ahead of you... they have thought outside the box... and instead of floating around in an angry world with no answers.. they think eh... 'i can't beat em so i might as well join them'.

At the end of the day... whos having more fun? Them? or you?

Isn't ignorance bliss? you're the angry one... i think you'll find that there are alot of intelligent people in your college... it's just that they don't dwell on thinking they are more intelligent than everyone else... and they fit in with life by getting a hobby... becoming a cliche... using slang..

At the end of the day, they are getting on with life.. and you are sitting around feeling angry and not talking to anyone.

also... no matter what you think.. there are very intelligent people out there.. and lots of them too... don't be put of or angry that some people in your college don't seem to be thinking 'outisde the box' because you will meet people who think like you... but to do it you've got to at least give people a chance and get to know them properly.

 

Another thing... it's common for teenagers to have a phase of feeling superior in intelligence... every teenager at one point in their life thinks they know it all and that the world has gone crazy... your not the first person to think like you do... and in 5 years you'll look back and laugh at how typical you where.

 

do you hate people because they're stupid, or something else? is it the social bit that gets to you? or maybe it's just that you associate with people your own age; frankly, teenagers tend to act quite stupidly.

but don't worry. many people grow out of being idiots, just like many people grow out of being misanthropic and angry.

 

capt cannabis and TNS, its nice to see people understand how hard it is, when you know and see, but just arent capable of putting into words for others to understand.
Once again i will try.

However the rest of you are making me annoyed.
Edyb, apart from smoking very little today, last night while drunk with friends, and maybe 1 week ago, i havent smoked in 3 months. and i have been feeling this way all my life, i only realised it when i started college.

I TRIED to fucking adapt and join them, its bs.
I tried to live with them, and be with them, and during this perdiod, i did so much shit, shit which i want to regret but its easier to just learn from it and move on, forcing yourself not to do such shit anymore. since that time, i have progressed, these people, which i still see every few months, i dont even say hi, i know they havent progressed, i hear about them not progressing constantly, and i hate them for contributing to make my matters worse. just theyre common and inside the box oppinions, selfish and fucking no understanding of anything important.

And it is so fucking hard you know, when your shoveling fucking deep shit, and people say its just your age, or try to blame it on pot. you see the fact that i spend so much time closed off from the world (indeed i do that for peace of my mind) you see and perceive things differently. im not clever from birth, i dont believe in talents or shit like that, i believe in skills, skills which get better with experience. so the fact that i use my brain not just to work out how much to pay for my fucking sprite and bubblelicious, but actual questions which lead to enlightened thoughts, well i think it puts me above many.


and i know i may seem arrogant and have excessive beliefs in my own capabilities, but that is bs. im not living an illusion, multiple people, who im lucky and intersted enough to spend a long time chatting with uninteruptedly, always say im incredibly bright, and that my mind seems of a much older age then me. now thing is, most of these people are my friends, because i can actually talk to them on interesting matters, life related manners, not fucking BS like most clones do. problem? these people... theyre anywhere between 24 - 40 years old. yea, almost decades older. kinda hard being a fucking kid who can only get on with some adults, yet not being able to do adult things.

seriously, i have no people of my age i can get allong with nicely, and i feel so alone all the time. its just distant. when i was in school, i pretended to be a clone just to have tons of friends like the standard wanted me to, finaly be rid of fucking waiting everyday around 2 hrs for fucking school breaks to finish because ur bored. i thought college would be fucking different. - tons of really intellected indivuduals, tons of fun times... its not.i think it may be worse. a way bigger ratio of complete pricks vs just pricks vs the unknown.

i mean im tired, the fact that im fucking alone has helped sure, it helped me to stop giving a fuck what people i dont care about think of me. so this lead to be seeing (in college) just how trapped and disused these peoples minds are. Me doing what i feel like, not stopping of fear of peoples reactions, yet being completely unsurprised by them, almost predicting them.

its not that im better, or number one. its that theres no number 2's or 3's. one man game, it leaves you not just being angry and pissed off, but scared that things will always be like this. always being fucking only thing who understands you, only one you can rely on, and only one to go on for the rest of my life with.

and i mean some may say, if i hate people, why am i on a forum? its because this place happens to have the largest concentration of unbelievably smart and experienced and interesting indivuduals ive yet found. theres tons of idiots here yes, and to many i may seem like one because i drop out an idea, and just because i cant word it right, seem like a i cant back it up. i wish people could see from my point of view. golden words : ignorance is fucking bliss.

 

There is almost no difference between genius and insanity and I think you probably have a little of each. I'm a tad reclusive myself because even my closest friends completely lose themselves in shit that just does not matter in the big picture... and that my friendship is somehow a social step backward for them. I don't waste my time.... and I don't waste emotional energy getting worked up over it either. I can't hate them, only pity them because I know that they're smart enough to eventually realize the pointlessness of their attitudes and what no-class elitists they are currently acting like. When they come around, I'll be willing to renew friendships but in the meantime I step back and let them play out the roles they are trying to assume in the poorly acted farce they are mistaking for life.

 

Abit confusing but on the whole verybeautifully said. I can relate to alot of it and i'm sure alot of others here can too.
The only people i actually respect and get on with are alot older than me too. I mean i talk to people my age and stuff but i just can't relate because im not doing the brainwashed clone anymore.
Just do what makes you happy and don't worry about what the other people are doing, they will mature in their own time. Just be pleased you are not still like that.

 

Stinkfoot i get you completely, and i mean before when people had pointless attitudes or kept doing stupid shit, i would tell them, and both of us would start aggressive arguements. and i mean when shit gets too far i remember one thing :
forgive them for they know not what they do. im in no way religious, i just like this phrase because it helps me cope and relates to my day to day situations well. forgive them since theyre not smart enough to understand what they do yet, and maybe that you forgaveone who they were a jerk to, and the guy just smiled to them, think about it enough, and actually understand and realise and regret and move on, and not do so in the future so needlesly.
hahaha in theory, turn the other cheeck. < one of my newer realisations, its much easier to just do it then go eye for an eye or two eyes for an eye or w/e. everyone with a brain has the power to achieve anything, its just whethetr you use the power or just fucking drag it about.

as i said its too hard for me to express exactly how i feel and think but thank you anway

and yea this is the way i try to be aswell. it makes me happy that there are so very like minded people of the same generation, people i one day will be lucky enough to meet i hope.

 

and yea this is the way i try to be aswell. it makes me happy that there are so very like minded people of the same generation, people i one day will be lucky enough to meet i hope.[/QUOTE]Likewise. And im sure you'll meet someone sooner than you expect