I have a lot of esplaining to do...

Okay ready for wall of text..

this all starts around early august..I don't know if you guys remember the thread i made about blowing it hardcore with some chick.. anway, by the time school starts i'm "going out with her" if you will. Now its mid september and bad stuff starts happening to me.. most of it minor stuff..but one of the worse things was my dog died. It was fucking unreal cause i don't remember living without him. It's a weird feeling losing a pet, but I'm getting of topic.

Now it's october. This is where i start digging my way into deep shit. I'm at my buddies house ( he is a kinda big time dealer, well big for highchool) smoking and the fucking police knock at the door and my fucking idiot friend (not the dealer) answers the door with a spliff in his hand cause he thought it was one of our friends who where coming. Anway, the fuzz write him up for possession, then they look at me and ask if im stoned. Of course I said no but they asked to search me. And i fucking forgot about the quarter in my backpack. So they find it, i get a ticket and a court hearing. Fucking dandy.

Now my dealer friend is ultra fucked cause the look through is house and fing a few ounces, and nab him for pos. over an oz. w/intent. He's gotta go to court and is gunna get a hefty fine+probation, and he got suspended by my school for I cant remember how long ( since it was during lunch.)

So anyway, the chick that I'm now going out with get's in a fucking hissy fit when i told her what happened and yelling at me for hanging out with "dangerous" people. I mean sure, the guy sold some dope, but I knew he wasn't violent. I've grown up with him.

So now she's mad at me, my parents are mad at me, and at this point I'm angry as shit and can't do anything cause I'm grounded till I get my shit sorted out.

Mid october. Still grounded with no computer ( any posts where made on my parents PC and what not) and i decide I'm a fucking ninja so i try sneaking out to go to a party that i promised my girlfreind I'll go to. My house as a garage that sticks out and my room's window is right above it. So i walk on to the roof and step on these stupid fucking christmas lights and fall of, dislocating my shoulder, ending my football season and all my dignity. So now my parents are so pissed that they can't even look at me, according to my friends my girlfriend was trying to fuck everything in sight at that party. So I call her and she says she'll call me back and 3 hours later texts me saying she's breaking up with me cause I don't take our relationship seriously.

Fair enough. Only fucked my arm trying to see you when I'm grounded, I'm ovbiously an irresponsible douchebag. So now my gf breaks up with me, parents won't speak to me, plus my court date is in like a week. I just feel like i could jump of bridge, but with my luck I wouldn't die.

So now its the beggining of november, I haven't smoke weed since i got busted, haven't gotten drunk or done any mind altering substance, and I'm copin with that part fine. It's how much of a jackass I thought i was. So I'm eating dinner, my whole family is out except my mom, so it's just me and her sitting at the table eating. Of course i was bieng a little crybaby, and everytime my mom tried to talk to me, I just mumbled or ignored her. I did this for a long time, until like the middle of December when she finally just started spazzing on me and went ape shit how I was bieng a little bitch and i needed to stop acting like i was 5.

So i realised that yeah, my luck had been bad, but it doesn't help to sit here and mope all day. I started enjoying life instead of bieng a sap, and eventually(new years eve) my parents ungrounded me, I went and got trashed and ripped, the next day hung out with a bunch of my friends( including my ex-girlfriend) and after hanging out with her and what not, she asked if we should go out again because the last time she was the one who didn't take our relationship seriously and needed some time of, so I said yeah and now im going to her house after school today to chill with her.

Anyway, that's most of why i havent been posting much in here in the last few months, but i think it's good because i matured alot in those few months and realised that i was becoming really boring to be wuth because i was to busy bitching and moaning

 

the last meme supper?

 

tell us your story....

 

:toetap05: well

 

there we go

 

i dont know if now is the appropriate hours for this kinda stuff..
i dont think I can give an appropriate reply.. I did my best..

happy new year...:coffee:

 

thanks for trying lmao

 

Sounds like a run of bad luck, life does have its ups and downs. All part of the maturation process, good thing you noticed.

 

Sounds eventful man! Glad you got through it on a positive note.

 

at least you now have more insight and have matured, even though you had to go through all that.

 

WTF!... how dare Keyboard Cat not invite LOLWUT pear to his last supper

 

so, your girl is mad at you for getting caught with weed....
hings like that happen it's marijuana, it's not like you killed a person.
and then
you stopped smoking for HER?
yuck. i hope i read that wrong.


Well at least you got it out in the open with your parents now that you smoke, if you plan on starting again it could be an advantage but also a disadvantage.
i always feel bad for people who have to hide smoking that much it's awful.

 

yeah raz, i think you read it wrong. his girlfriend broke up with him because shes and immature bitch.
and while sometimes life just sucks, its all about how you look at it.

and IMO, you are 15 and have NO IDEA how much damage you are doing to your body. you got ungrounded, and went and smashed. that is the kind of decision that leads to being grounded again, and eventual liver failure. you have to get that shit under control.

 

I read this post and some things came to me..

Your a smart kid for your age, dont let anyone tell you differant, and dont let a girl run your life, expecially in highschool. Ive been addicted to heroin for about 7 months now, and lemme tell you WEED ISNT BAD. Plain and simple. So just go along with with your gf and ur parents and hide your tokage. Or you could quit, but i doubt u wana do that.

Another thing, watch your girl man. She seems like my girlfriend before she changed and matured. Your girl is at the age where she wants to expiriment with other guys, and theres nothing you can do about it. My point? Dont get TOO attached, your very young and have alota years to live and girls to meet. Now if you both LOVE(even tho im not 2 sure how someone at age 15 can find TRUE love, but its possible) her, thats a diferant story.

My point is this:

1) Weed is not dangerous, but dont abuse it.
2) Watch your girl.
3) Obey your parents wishes to not smoke around them, do it discreetly.
4) Keep chuggin and life WILL turn around. Patience and perserverance.
5) Never let anybody affect ur way of thinking. You seem like a smart kid who thinks and lives independantly, great quality.
6) Never forget this life is a game. Depending how you play, thats what the result will be.

 

Mannn you've had some bad luck over the past couple months!
Luckily with the bad, comes the good.. so things will be looking up for you


I don't think you should get back with your ex, btw.. she thinks dangerous people are the ones that sell pot?
Just wait til she grows up a little bit and sees more!

 

That just sucks dude.

Now you can go forward and when you hit a little snag you can say "At least I didn't fall off the roof, dislocate my shoulder, lose my football season, my weed, my booze, my parents respect, and my girlfriend."



Oh, and at 15 if your girlfriend isn't cheating on you or at least causing some weird problems she is probably boring. You cant expect a girl to be stable at that age.

 

my only comment is.... your girl wasn't there for you when shit went down and she projected her issues onto you. just something to consider for the future.

 

This thread title makes me think of Ricky Ricardo

 

that is my real name