I Have An Idea...

It's called miss me.

Why does no one ever miss me? They would like me to keep in touch but only for their own sense of normalcy, not because they miss me. I mean what really is so horrible about me, that no one cares about what happens to me, that no one ever puts any effort into being my friend... I just don't understand. I thought you get what you give... if I'm giving so much, when in the hell will I get???

 

*raises hand* I like you

To be honest I don't know if you're talking about the fora or real life etc. I do know that I didn't really pay much attention to your posts until this most recent time you came back. Therefore I didn't know you to miss you. I can't promise I'd notice immediately if you left, but once I did I would miss you.

 

Thanks, haha. I wasn't really talking about when I've left the here, but real life. Things are mirrored on here, I guess. Or perhaps I just project things in that way. I would like to be missed immediately, though.

I may not have computer access, or access to anything for awhile, I have no clue what might happen next in my life, but when I finally make a move, I'm sure I'll be away from here for awhile, and I would like to be missed before I leave.

 

i only have a few friends who actually do miss me up at school - they're my crew, the people i always hang with (brian, dan, dan, adam). theres maybe another 2 or 3 that actually miss me. others say they do, but thats just to be nice.

basically, you can only count on yourself most of the time. friends come and go, and those lucky to have a great group of friends, well you will know if your friends miss you because they'll contact you.

 

I know, exactly. They will say they miss me, but no one contacts me. It's not just friend it's family too. But all of my family and friends are on the east... and we used to be so close, but now it's like the physical distance, means there has to be emotional distance as well. I try, but I don't want to try anymore. I want to stop caring about these people, stop considering them to be my friends...

 

ah hahah hahaha!







Consider this your rude awakening.


Fuck 'em anyways.

 

lmao... did I really think that, or did I just want to????

Very silly indeed, continue laughing..

 

Hey, I thought (and think?) it too. Its a nice thought, but maybe we made the mistake of believing it.

 

If you leave, I'll miss you, but I can't miss you before you leave, silly!

 

sure ya can, just try...

you can start practicing now, I'll even be your coach, for a small fee of course.