I just want to let go for once.

I am a horribly self concious person when it comes to social situations. It takes a lot to get me to dance, which is rare, but even then I still cant really let go. Anyhow, Im not a drug user, with the exception of some MJ every once in a while. But I am trying to find some way to just once detach myself from my social inhabitions and have some fun! I want to just let go for once and have a good time. There is probably some kind of mental block in there somewhere and Im hoping that if I can see that the grass is greener on the other side then maybe I will be able to cross over on my own.

My question for you all is, is there anything out there that might help me do this without totally freaking me out the first time? I dont want to be chased by purple elephants or anything, just want to lose some of my deep seeded inhabitions. Any suggestions?

 

X

 

mdma sounds perfect for that. m1 would also work, as should a little weed, a little alcohol, sacred lotus, and foxy (an rc). for more info on these www.erowid.org or pm me

 

Well alcohol is pretty legendary for helping to loosen peoples inhibitions, although you should remember that using drugs to help you feel less insecure in social situation is only a very temporary solution and in some cases one of the leading contributers to dependence and addiction. In my presonal opinion you would benefit far more from doing some confidence building activities, take up a sport like boxing or football, start going to the gym, take a class in something, that kind of stuff.

 

i would go with alchohol.

 

i've never done x but i heard for social situations it's better than alchohol (cause alchohol can make you act like a complete asshole sometimes)

 

umm low amounts of dxm can make you loosen up a ton like 10-15pills keeps me in a chill up for anything mood. x is the best way to go but grabbin a bottle of dxm would be easiest if you dont have any connections

 

Deffinately don't take dxm to feel more confortable in a social situation. That is terrible advice.

 

morrisgta your sig is mind blowing

 

dude 10 is a safe high IMO
it takes more then 20 before theres a roboing or stomach issue
oxycotin and vicadon might do the trick too... im just trying to think of easily accessibly drugs. X can be hard to find if you dont have the connections or know where the raves are at.

but idk why some chron weed couldnt free yah up enough. it always has for me

 

It doesn't take 20 pills for stomach issues. I've taken 10 add had stomach issues.

 

someone has a weak stomach.
but w/e dxm probably isnt the best choice after thinking a bit more but I still stick by my statement that 10 pills of dxm is a safe high.

 

I have of course tried alcohol, I never really get too drunk before I just start puking. Never really was much of a drinker and I do have a weak stomach. I dont want anything to crazy that will get me completely out of control, and I want to be able to remember afterwards! haha I have connections for pretty much anything I want so that is not really an issue. I just know dont know enough about these kinds of things to make a decision. All I know is Ive got some serious control issues that I need to get rid of and if this can help me teach my brain how to do it, even with a little help, then Im all for it.

Im not too worried about dependancy issues. I have a extremely non-addictive personality. In fact even have trouble forming regular habits. Its weird.

 

to the OP;

take some mdma or E pills, smoke a joint and enjoy the love

 

I don't really have a weak stomach. DXM is the only drug thats made me feel somewhat sick to my stomach. Don't reccomend DXM to people, its a waste of time. DXM fucks people up and not in a good way.

 

ecstasy man, I am the same way but when I rolled the first time, wow. Just look around, go to partys, and when you find some take it with some friends that are also rollin, have some good techno/trance music, and love everybody. Just keep hydrated and if you can't find any...look harder!

 

umm I've done the powder, the pills, and the liquid form
most I've taken ever is probably 800mg and that was w/ the powder
dxm is amazing stuff... but thats my opinion. There is nothing like being in roboland.
and yes it does "fuck you up"... I dont recommend walking in roboland but if your up for an amazing high filled crazy night and possible sickness/death(only if your retarded) Id recommend it.

but seriously 10 pills is just a drunk feeling
robo only starts to get insane after 200mg...
the reason you got sick is cause you probably had an empty stomach(or nothing absorbant in there)or took over 30 pills. If you eat some pretzels, bread, or w/e before hand and have a couple of peppermints, roboing can be fun.

 

DXM isn't nearly as bad as you make it sound. I enjoy it occasionally, and would reccomend it. however, I've never had a dxm experience that would have opened me up around people.

 

Well I have a few friends who seriously abused it and it messed them up permanatly. One friend took 2 boxes of cords in the morning and two boxes at night every single day for a year. I just don't like dxm after seeing what it did to my friends, I guess. Overdosing on otc drugs is kinda dumb anyway if you think about it. And it certainly isn't going you make anybody more social...

 

4 boxes a day for a year? im surprised you can still talk to them