I must confess

For the first time, i am scared nervous about what will happen in 3 hours... I've decided to dose up on the peruvian torch (mescaline), to a fully blown dose of around 50g dried. which will be anywhere between 300-600mg of mescaline. for those who dont know what that means... 300 being a strong trip with hallucinations and 500 being a full visionary state that chamans went into with peyote and 600 being pretty ummm. dangerous?!

I am going to do this, it will be the end of all experiences, its a personal decision i took a few days ago... but man, am i in for a ride. and mescaline kinda scares me shitless about its intensity, a light dose of mesc is more intence then acid or shrooms. now im going in for the ride of my life and i can feel that my body is trembling due to high ammounts of nervosity. I will wipe that feeling away within 3 hours to make myself confortable. but man... im a lil creeped out.

 

Damn Phil!

I wish I could see you when you trip out.

I don't think i've ever had a really strong trip before, just medium doses of DXM.

 

that must be really intense trip Phil
i only took shrooms and this sounds like waaaaaaay more crazy stuff there lol

 

if you're nervous about doing it, you shouldn't
sometimes being nervous is good, but mescaline is serious stuff, and it's not a good drug just to get 'fucked up' on...it's very internal mind altering drug...
have you ever read the doors of perception by aldous huxley?
having nervous thoughts, or second guessing yourself will effect you immensly...i'm not telling you not to do it, just think carefully about it, and it's best to be in a good state of mind before hand
be careful ~ lots of love

 

Well, i hope you shall enjoy your trip Phil

 

Well I did do morning glory seeds too.

I guess that was my strongest trip, it would have been about 500 seeds.

I'm not sure about how much LSA that would be though.

 

lol trust me, ive read the doors of perception millions of times, ive read Castaneda's books , must've finished at least 5 of them . ive never done any stupid drugs. I only do mind altering drugs , psychedelics. and i know myself, and dont worry, i am defenitely NOT the guy who takes drugs just to get fucked up... nervosity is a very real, and natural, and normal feeling, wether ill get it during the come up of a shroom trip being like "haha i cant wait, what will happen?" or get it 3 hours before a mescaline trip, its there, and in both ways i find a way to neutralize it... i will be at peace of mind, and this trip will be amazing i know. its just, mescaline is a new drug to me.. and knowing this potential, a 300mg + trip will knock the socks off my feet
but no worries man, im not stupid when it comes to psychedelics and entheogens, lets say ive done a faiiiiiiiiiir amount of them in the past .

 

excellent, have a good trip man

 

I wanna hear what this is like!

How long dose a mesacline trip last?

 

thank you .

anyways thought i might share what i am reading on erowid..
A guy's 50g t.peruvianus (which is exactly what i will be doing) experience (parts of it, cause its so effin long) :
"I have noticed actual figures or images of figures on mescaline that resemble living things on my higher Peruvians journeys. I have never seen a true hallucination on acid, and I have taken in excess of 12 hits before (7 hits and your legally insane BULL), if that’s the case I should have been locked up years ago)."

"Visually mescaline can be quite spectacular on higher doses, rivaling all hallucinogens I’ve tried excluding DMT."

". I would also like to add mescaline is one of the best aphrodisiacs I have EVER done, rivaling acid and ecstasy by far. Imagine
combining acid/ecstasy than throwing a more focused sexual energy or drive if you will into the equation, and you have mescaline."

"Unlike with shrooms or acid, you will RARELY know when if EVER at what point the peak comes or goes. You can usually only gauge it based on what facts and documents state about the drug and its duration period. "

"As for my state of mind, I would notice consciousness seemed to move incredibly slow almost to the point where I lost all concept of time (which never happens to me on acid or shrooms). An hour on this drug felt literally like 2 or 3 hours, I’m not kidding."

 

well, if i base that on my last 20g trip... i drank the cacti juice at 4, started tripping at 6, trip ended pretty much at midnight. so trip wise, its 6-8 hours (the peak).... althougt between 4 and 6 i was high, just not peaking ... and from 12 to until i slept i was defenitely still high and had closed eye visuals, but not peaking.

the duration of the whole trip can be anywhere between like 10-18 hours. the peak though is mostly always 6-8, rarely 10 hours.

 

That sounds like a really nice peak time.

I love psychadelics.

Eveytime it's like an adventure ...

And each time after it's a continuation of this search within yourself.

 

yeh... the reasons why i will be doing this trip today is pretty much to have a peak at what mescaline has the potential of doing, and besides... i am very captivated and curious about entheogens in general. mescaline is quite a "popular" entheogen, and i figured i should give it a try, maybe it would bring something new to my knowledge. but honestly, my quest to find the truth and to grown and receive enlightenment has been done a few months ago already... this is just a case of curiosity... although, i must say... a trip of mescaline is definitely DEFINTELY very mind altering and good for spiritual growth. but i realized within the years, all those psychedelics show you the same thing, the same global foundings, they all lead to the same truth, its just the way they lead you to it that differs.

 

Phillipe needs to come back and tell us how his trip is going!!

I'm really interested in hearing how this goes!

 

yes, i'm hoping he will have updated by tonight.

 

OMGOMGOMG!

I bet Phil is tripping soo hard right now!

I would love to know what's going on with him.

 

a month ago i got really interested in this stuff...read up a few things on it....im hoping that maybe in the near future i'll get a chance to try it

so where exactly is he tripping?

 

As far as I know he is just at his house.

 

that's the last place i'd ever wanna trip in =/

 

There is no truth to be had from any drug except a good time. Any belief otherwise is just wishful thinking.