i need a girlfriend

no, not the lesbian kind. just another woman to be good friends with.. (i guess she could be a lesbian, i'm just not humpin' her.)

 

Go out and meet people. I bet that there are plenty of hipped out hangouts that you could go to over there.

 

yes... sounds easy. but humans make me nervous.. and big crowds of cool humans make me even more nervous... i'd rather come on here and whine about my lack of friends...

funny thing is.. my group therapy "friends" love me and get all weird if i miss a session.

 

Stop getting nervous.

 

this is one reason i go to therapy... years of abuse, not that easy to think i'm anything but what the abusive asshole made me feel i was...

sucks.. cus it all make sense in my head.. but thats where it stays! ARGH!

 

i need a girlfriend

You need more than a girl friend or therapy.

 

I wonder if there is a group that meets, but only communicates via the internet. Happy medium. I get nervous around people too. I always try to impress people instead of being myself.

 

i'd be your friend but you're too far away.

 

this is a joke, right?

 

Yeah, I was just kidding. It is interesting how open people can be on the internet though.

 

i need a hermaferdite friend!

 

No. Don't even ask.

 

Hey I'd settle for a trannie friend! HAHA

 

gee..thanks for the vote of confidence...

a trannie friend or intersex friend would be cool too....


i wish it could be like when i was a little kid.. "wanna go dig in the sand?" and BAM! instant friend... *sigh* i miss the good ol'days.

 

i dont want a girlfriend so much as someone with benifits. i don't want endless female drama.

i don't want to think right now, lets fuck.

 

i should just write in my paper journal... no one even reads the OP...

:leaving:

 

I'm pouting. <---- that's me pouting.

*kicks sand* I thought you were gonna play with me.

*pouts some more*

 

i have plenty of friends that are girls.

but i could use a girlfriend anyway. the kind who will go to bed with me, though.

 

yeah i need a girlfriend too. I`m surrounded by man, always have and i definitely miss the woman's presence so i can share and stuff. so she can understand my girlish pains and problems

 

i love all my online friends... but it's just not the same. i ain't got a girliefriend to go do girlie things with.. shopping, talking about boys, talking about womanly problems... and such.