I think I'm going insane...

Title pretty much explains it... I think I'm slowly going insane... Don't know why.. Just... Yeah...

 

i'm already there......

welcome to insanity.....

 

So... How are the accomodations?

 

the accommodations are surprisingly plush.......

 

That's good to know, I might be here a while...

 

jack kerouac said it best....

The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"

 

Seriously though, I think I really am going insane... Like not the fun goofy kind... Oh well... I'll figure it out I guess...

 

what makes you think this?

 

I don't really know, I just don't feel right... I'm kind of out of it, having trouble concentrating, and thinking way way too much about everything, like figuring things out where there is nothing to figure out... Everything is fucked up in my head atm... Suppose I'll just see where it takes me...

 

hmmm.....are you hearing voices?

 

No, no voices... Except my own of course..

 

these are some of the signs of paranoid schizophrenia....

* Confusion
* Inability to make decisions
* Hallucinations
* Changes in eating or sleeping habits, energy level, or weight
* Delusions
* Nervousness
* Strange statements or behavior
* Withdrawal from friends, work, or school
* Neglect of personal hygiene
* Anger
* Indifference to the opinions of others
* A tendency to argue
* A conviction that you are better than others, or that people are out to get you

 

i don't know.....i am by no means a professional psychologist......so, if you truly feel you are going insane (and not the fun goofy kind) you should seek professional help

 

Is 12/13 bad..? Damn... Maybe I can fix it...

 

Hehe no need for a doctor, I can fix it... Maybe I need to meditate...

 

just a thought.....have you ever tried meditating?

 

ooo...my.....are we on the same wavelength or what?

 

Hehe yeah I meditate fairly often, but not for very long periods of time... Mostly just before I go to sleep... I think it helps though... Hehe meditation and exercise help me keep my mind off of things... And problems tend to disappear when I stop thinking about them...

 

maybe you need to beef-up your meditating.....try it for longer periods of times....

.....maybe try some yoga or tai chi too.....

 

....and stop thinking about your problems so much....hehe.....