I wanna go back to being a fatgirl

I'm starving and could really go for some pizza with tomatoes and basil and lots of cheese all different kinds and olive oil on top....mmmmmmm and there's keylime pie in the fridge and I want a piece): I was happier when I was fat. and for those of you who say eat these things in moderation...I already have today
are there any other girls who are fat on the inside?

 

Pizza isn't that unhealthy.. Everything is okay in moderation, if you want some pizza eat some but just don't eat it everyday.

 

Tomatoes, basil, olive oil sound pretty healthy to me, cheese in moderation.

Don't mind me, I came in here expecting something different, like you preferred more voluptuous curves .

Are you exercising enough? That will not only make you feel better all around but allow for a higher caloric consumption so that you can have your cheese and pie. Yoga may make you feel real good, it works for me anyways

 

blah, nevermind, just read your other posts and you do yoga and you do have the right attitude when it comes to exercising...

That's exactly why I exercise, to escape and feel good.

 

is there an amount you can exercise and not worry about what you eat? I do two hours every other day alternating with the other days just being an hour and easy, usually yoga or pilates or an adult ballet class we have on site at work. I have not lost any weight but I've lost a lot of body fat and the trainer I was working with said I would prob gain weight and not lose anymore...blah but I know weight's not everything...it's just at 5'9 almost 5'10 my weight always saounds so high ):

but what is the amount I can exercise that will let me eat whatever I want (I mean I can't eat a whole bunch but just like to eat the wrong things) ?

 

you are not fat, if you wanna eat how ya like, play raquetball.

 

So if I get this right:
2x3=6
1x3=3
for a total of 9 hours a week with 1 day of rest. That sounds sufficient to me. You could increase the time or the intensity but you don't wanna burn out or wear out your joints. I think ur doing just fine, doing the things u enjoy.

I heard rollerblading burns lotsa cals and I do lots of that, at times I blade for hours straight and very intensely cos music really gets me going and I'm good at it so that just gets me going more. Maybe you could try that but please be CAREFUL.

Keep up the dance, it'll build coordination and balance so you can take on more rigorous activities later on . Dancing in my teen years was probly the BEST thing I ever did.

 

thank you you are too kind...now lets go get some fries and beer!!!

 

I'll just be patient. I haven't been doing this that long and I can't expect perfection in less than two months.

Thank you so much for the advice

 

hehe, I was just prancing around to Moby in my living room, I never sit still for very long Dancing and exciting music will do that to ya. Have fun.

 

curly fries and dark beer?

 

yep fat on the inside... and outside...

i am to the point where i dont want to even think about it anymore.... i pretty much hate my body even when it was thinner ... and ... whats the point? I only ever tried to be thinner to look good to people, and well.... if I cant be happy with myself then I doubt i could make someone happy ........ (yeah Im having a negative day, sorry Im ranting ,hehe...)

so anyways ......

Guess what. I ate potato salad and ice cream about an hour ago...... yay food is so nice sometimes! *grins*

Eat up,girls!

 

sweet potato fries and a freaking pitcher of dark beer d:

 

I love Moby!!!!!!!

 

You are hot!!!!!!!!!!

I think your body is fab!

 

yeah free2fly you are so beautiful. Both of you
I like plump and so many women go hard on themselves just for being well padded.
I wish I could put on fat (read fat, not muscle) above the waistline...shoulders, chest, boobs.

I thought the wisp look was out, but then again lohan and richie may be trying to bring it back, but I don't think that is gonna catch on outside of cali .

Exercising is for feeling good and for fun, if ya get that much then you've won .

 

blah I live in san diego everyone is pretty much my size or bigger whenever I go to another state but in california no one really seems to eat here):

 

LOL, I didn't even noticed your location. Now I see your problem, it's relativity.
We need to switch locations, you would fit better here and I'd fit better in cali, after boob augmentation that is .

 

I got the boobs d:

 

awww thanks lynsey and liguana .... i wish I FELT beautiful or hot tho, lol ...

im short (around 5'2) and so any weight shows up badly... I am good at disgusing it with clothes, but .... my weight has always fluctuated since I can remember.. *sighs in disgust*