I wept the day the neice was born

She looked just as I imagined my kid would have looked. I never had her though. I had a possible misscarrage, but never anything else.

 

i'm sorry. she's still family though, and everyone loves a nice auntie.

 

Don't worry, its not too late though don't give up, just make sure its for the right reasons.

take care

 

I do love the girls. I love them as much as if they were mine and I truly think they benifit from having me too. I still feel guilty though for wishing she was mine.