i feel like punching someone. i also feel like being left alone... its always when i feel like being left alone that people feel the need to talk to me constantly despite the fact that i give one word, abrupt answers. sometimes i just cant stand people.
I know the feeling. Sometimes, I use up all my words for others by 4pm and just don't want to talk to anyone after that
im feeling a bit better... mainly cause dan and my cousin both left now and im by myself. i dunno, im just not in the mood to talk today.
*nobody knows the trouble ive seen... nobody knows my sorrow...* sung in the worst manliest voice... hahahaha i loved that movie
When I don't talk, everyone wants to know what's wrong with me because normally I'm a real chatterbox. So they'll keep asking what's bothering me and that can grate on me after a while. But sometimes, sometimes I just want to be quiet, not that there's anything wrong persay, just that I want silence. Not often, but occasionally.
sometimes i'm quiet because i'm angry, sometimes i'm quiet because i'm tired. it's almost impossible to tell the difference. so dave just asks. i tell him, and that's that. he knows better than to try to talk to me when i'm like that, because i'm not fully in my own head and can be awful. so i don't talk. that's the reason i shut down. seems so simple, really. but if someone is too obtuse to understand body language, then i tell them to stop talking to me in the most pleasant manner i can manage.
