im finally leaving...

...my body, im still mentally here but i can no longer feel any constant pain. Last night when i went to sleep my body felt warm and cozy and it reminded me of when i use to go to sleep as a child... this is such a nice feeling but im still afraid of being alone.

 

I love being alone sometimes.

 

I feel like i am always alone, even when i am with a big bunch of friends i feel alone.

 

I have no clue what you speak of

 

I don't follow... are you in a drug induced state?

 

No i am not, im just meditating... sort of.

I just want people to know i am in a comfortable state, finally.

 

I am alone all the time pretty much, shut up here in my bedroom in my own little private world. You see Im my own man, my own world, my own universe.

 

*huggles*

I've been craving to sleep with someone, literally... fall asleep in the same bed as someone, so I can cuddle with 'em

 

You should have come over last night, i really needed an understanding female just to cuddle with.

 

dunno about understanding, but I probably could've made myself keep my hands off of you for at least one night. Maybe.

 

^ i prolly couldn't :X

 

This is a cool pic - what / who is it of?

 

fucking right.

 

The suffering Buddha