im going out of my mind!!!!!

i need to call the pharmacy and if it's not in the doctor.

i was mad that dan didnt call me or the doctor

but i just woke up. i thought id hear my phone ring.

then i cant find it. then i get someone to call my phone twice AND I CAN FUCKING HEAR IT VIBRATE... no wonder they "didnt call".... and everytime i think im getting closer to it, it seems like its coming from a different direction.

fuck not having a land line!

im gonna go take an adavan.

 

take a few deep breathes and slowly start from one corner and move to the next and look for every possible place your phone could be. you'll find it, it drives me nuts nut if you get to frustrated you won't find it and you'll just keep looking in the same places over and over.

 

You need me to beat someone up for you? I'll do it! My initials do spell JAB...

 

yes jess!!! please

and okay, lynsey... gonna go try.


thing is i hurt my back BAD last week and it hurts to move it. arrrrr

 

I hate that shit. I lost my keys one time and I flipped out because I KNEW they were in the house and couldn't find them for the life of me.

Although I was really high on LSD so it made things seem a lot worse than they are.

Good thing about a phone is that it will make noice once and a while and you can follow the sound. I'm sure you'll find it. Just try and relax and it will turn up. I can never find anything when i'm upset.

Good luck!

 

k heady helped me find it. it was in a filing cabinet. i have no clue why.

now im just pissed at my doctor.

 

Maybe you should take 5 adavans.

 

i only have one left. why im pissed at the doctor.

and i had them presciped to help me stop drinking and with panic.

 

Do you have any thing else you can take for your back?

Your doctor might be afraid to give you more pills if you are already finished with the first batch. Knowing that you're trying to quit drinking (which is awesome) they might not know what your capable of if you have more pills. That maybe why they want you to come in so they can see you and observe you.

Do you have the shakes, trembles? That feeling sucks. Hot showers take that feeling away temporarily.

Do you have a heating pad for your back?