I'm gonna fight, after all, I guess.

My last Post in this forum I wrote I was depressed , like very..
and I still am , but after all the comments written..
I came to the conclusion that I don't need to give up.

Many people are probably waiting for me to die that just hate me
and I don't want to fulfill their hope.

I guess I have something to live for , I've made it this far and haven't died
yet .. so there must be a purpose after all.
..and maybe it's meant for me to just fight my entire life or this short period
,to prepare me for something worst or more tragic I might have to face..
So , I'll fight .. but i'll still whine and b_tch :sunny:

 

I'm happy to hear it Jay...and to hear you whine, bitch and see how you fight. I think you'll find something great comes out of it...you're fighting for something...maybe its something more important and fulfilling...

 

if you keep whining and bitching, the depression not only becomes omnipresent, but it loses the dark romance of the debate to oust yourself.

 

And I hope something comes out of it too , grand or great ..

 

Keep your chin up soldier.