I'm not human.

In the conventional sense. I look like a human and I was born as a human. But I don't feel it. I'm an alien. Now, I know there are people who will read this and think "I agree, I am like this too." But you're not like me.

I am an alien because my philosophies concerning different things are so radical that I have never met or heard of one person who is likeminded. I guess, like GG Allin, I don't fit in any one's scene. I don't fit in with hippies, punks, stoners, metalheads, goths, the quiet literary people, nerds, etc, etc.

The thing is I don't feel like I'm, a human I feel distant and detached from this society. I don't know, it's hard to explain. But I see things in a poetic sense. In a view that is a torment and a blessing. It is a curse and some form of advantage. I don't think I'll ever find anyone who even shares one interest with me. And I've pretty much given up. I seem to be the only person who listens to the stuff I do in like 100 miles. I always hear that there's people out there but I never find them.

People wonder about disclosure when it comes to extraterrestrials. You can't disclose the fact that some people among you are not you in the traditional sense. We look the same but we aren't. How can you disclose your friends, neighbors and members of your families? You can't. I don't know, I equate it to being an extraterrestrial at heart like I was born on Earth but not meant for Earth. I don't know.

Anyone feel so different that you feel distant, detached and like an alien?

 

You're probably just what is known as 'psychotic' and should seek appropriate medical attention.

 

everyone is shaped by their lives, and by other people. you have been shaped as well. everyone feels different. but you aren't going to agree with everything ANY person says. you need to get used to that. no one is 100% alike.

 

I know that no one is 100% alike but I've never even met a person who is 1% alike. It's the same thing people say that there are people who like the same music as me and I'm always stuck being that one person who listens to "that". It's just boring. Like I live right near Bethel one would think there would actually be people who listen to the Dead. It's stupid.

 

an alien. cool! bout time ye guys showed up.that can only be an improvement :rofl:

 

what music do you like?

 

perhaps your interests do not agree with those within your age group. branch out! or hell, dare to be different.

 

So, what positive things will you do with this information?

 

@Aerianne
How can I be positive with what I am?

I listen to the Dead, old hardcore and punk, etc.

 

Everyone has positive things to offer the human race

 

If people give them a chance.

 

I agree with the fox lady.

 

your music taste isn't all that different from many.

you just need to find a group of friends who is kind and understanding. everyone is different. anyone who pushes you away for being different is infact afraid of that very concept themselves.

 

The world is big. There are thousands of people just like you.....don't be so silly.

Amung my friends, I am the outcast because I DON'T listen to the music that you do.

 

I know everyone's different but still 7 billion people on the planet, you'd think I'd meet or be friends with at least one person who likes at least one band I like. I'm like the only person within 100 miles that listens to the dead, or anythign I do. It's frustrating because people replying have no idea what it's like. I'm 23 and already I hae such a negative outlook. I mean I have no friends, I haven't spoken to anyone in months, how could anyone put up with it? It sucks when I have to be so isolated simply because there is no hope. I don't expect anyone to understand, you guys obviusly know what it's like to have friends and hang out.

 

Dude, I am the same as you. I have never met a single person like me, or that see's the world the way I do, or that feels how I do. I don't feel human, I know I am physically, but mentally - far from it.

 

you like the dead? why dont you go to a place (like a festival or something) where people who also like the dead, tend to gravitate. you don't have to be any certain label, to fit in with other people.

you like in NY, right? i actually know plenty of people who live around there, who like the dead. i must say, i'm convinced you haven't met very many people, or have only met one type of person, thus far.

not speaking to anyone is not a good way to meet people. isolation is not a good way to meet people. i have friends because i choose to have them.

 

and just because someone doesn't like the same music as them, doesn't mean you should write them off as unlike you. there's way too many things about people to be magnified down to something like that.
you should like people in spite of your differences, and they will introduce you to more people, and they will be different as well, and those people will introduce you too.
BRANCH OUT my man.

 

apparently everyone within 100 miles of you are the aliens. i've encountered hundreds of people with the same music taste as you have.

or maybe you're just not giving people a chance.

 

I do give people a chance. People just judge me for what I look like (a nerd) so they don't give me chances. I have aspergers which makes me socially stunted. Like I try hanging otu with people but no one gives me the time of day but I give them the time of day. I don't know I've just given up that's why I'm isolated.