It's kind of a complicate thing.. when I was 14 (15 now) I started thinking about being gay instead of heterosexual and I actually found the idea of kissing another man much better than kissing a woman. I really just found the idea of being together with a man much better than a woman, except for one problem; I have much stronger attraction for women than men. This is a dilemma I have been wondering about for so long.. "am I a heterosexual man obsessed with being gay?" and stuff like that. I want to be gay, not heterosexual and hope the attraction against women goes away sooner or later PS: I also find the idea of being bottom very appealing o_o
Well ur definently not gay. If u were gay u would have close to no attraction to women. Ur bi; and you can't force yourself to be gay. U are what u are. fuck a guy, fuck a girl watever just stop trying to be gay. Its not something u want to do but something u are born with, like blue eyes or a birth mark.
i agree with blacktar. you are who you are. i, myself, am bisexual. i am currently married to a guy whom i find attractive however i still am attracted to females and have had female sex partners in the past. i respect myself and so does my husband. stay true to yourself and do not force something. i never forced the attraction to women. it happened. just like i never forced the attraction to my husband. it happened. we are soul mates (what i believe) and i still am able to act on my need to be with women.