Im officially almost totally fucked

My girlfriend just moved out after 5 months of living together, she just got stabbed by her own father, forced out of work, so weve been stressing about bills, and its all too much for her to take with everything that happened to her so she moved back with her mom. Unfortunately her dad picked a really bad time to do this. I just had an operation to fix my hernia, and I cant work for six weeks. No rent money, 650. It's due the first and if I don't pay by the 23rd I get evicted, I can start work again on the 14th, and I have about 60 bucks until then. Oh yeah and I just found out shes a month pregnant and wants to keep the baby. She says we'll get back together, but I don't know when. I want to be there for her but I'm not sure how I'm going to make rent this month, along with my phone and hydro bill, and my only options are to move back to the states with my mom, or hitchhike. I guess I could try welfare on Monday, supplemented by a slim chance of my grandma being able to help. Other than that I'm totally fucked. I got some bad mojo following me man...

 

or I could start work early and fuck up my hernia again, she said she wants to wait a bit to figure out about the pregnant thing, but if things look good, she wants to keep it. WTF is this shit haha.

 

well at least its not hot out

 

ehhhhh? You know what I think I'm going to be allllllright.. Something on the cool cool breeze

 

you should be old enough now to know that the good shit always happens after bad shit hits

 

and vica vesra..

 

way to go and encourage

 

Hahah yeah I'm old enough. That's a true Taoist thought too. It's just so much shit at once. I want to do something crazy and freak out on shit, but at the same time I think this is the way it should be. I'm just so aloonnnee. meh.

 

the boss might forward some ...depending where you work and how long you been there and whether or not they like you

 

It Might Not Be The Same As Somebody Sitting On The Sofa With You, But On Here

You Have People Of All Ages, From All Countries, And From All Walks Of Life,

Who Are More Than Willing To Chat With You And Discuss Your Probs....

Hope Everything Works Out For You Mate...



Cheers Glen.

 

I was only working there for about a month but they really like me, they paid me in cash, to start, kitchen job. I don't think I can get a forward. I don't even have a guaranteed job, I was going to wait another week to tell them when I can come back, but maybe it is better to start work early, like now. Its just really hectic and with a lot of heavy lfting, I don't want my intestines going in my nutsack again, and go through the pain of the surgery again.

 

and that's why I'm posting here. At least I have you guys to talk to late at night. I love this damn girl.

 

and that all women are drama...

 

That's what I'm starting to believe.. I love her though.. .. alright I'm over it.

 

get your dick wet.. you'll get over it

 

yeah, we're swore we wouldnt have sex with anybody else. I miss her laugh and all the goofy shit we did together. You just cant get that from just meaningless sex. We used to hang out all day everyday. I lost my best friend.. Well for now.

 

wear one of those contraption underwear things for hernias..it might help


and if you do become homeless...stay away from the trash bags on your street

 

LOL@ "we swore we wouldn't have sex".. sure.. she probably getting boned right now

 

She's pregnant though, Id have a little more faith in the girl than to do that. If I do become homeless Im definitley not staying on the streets.