that I want to get kicked out of my house? (Read before response please) My stepdad is a worthless piece of garbage, who drinks and does pills like crazy (yet my naive mother hasnt figured it out). He does suboxone in particular, meaning that he used to be or still is a heroin addict. My mother is alright, if you dont talk to her at all. I dont feel any love for her, and Im not 100% sure why. She thinks everything I do is a phase, particularly my vegetarianism (going on 2 years) and my dream of vagabondage, that Ive had since I was young. She INSISTS that the only route to being happy is to having a job, an education, and your typical middle-class life, aiming for mediocrity. She militantly puts this into place. My stepdad has hit me, made me cry, and told me how worthless I am on numerous accounts, particularly while under the influence. He is DEFINITELY an alchoholic, but he denies it and my mother defends him to the death. Im sick of his shit, and my mothers militant rules. Now, Ive read that most 15 year old kids shouldnt take to the streets. But Im not "most" 15-year olds. Ive had a street dream for years, so Ive trained myself in street performing and arts, growing my own food, shoplifting, panhandling, dumpstering, and reclaiming buildings, among other skills (Im not just blowing smoke or throwing those terms out there, Ive actually studied them). I feel like Im ready for the street. My pain range is high, and my nerves are steel, my crucial decisionmaking skills are on point. I would plan on staying local, and finishing highschool.
maaan, i feel the same way. my dad's nice, but he's a major alcoholic, and my mom's just a bitch. i always wanted to live on the streets, but i'm not up on any of the things you studied haha i don't think it's so wrong