Journal #63, September 7: Same sex crushes!

I'm going along my queer evolution, my gay slut journey if you will, and realizing my crushes for guys are getting stronger. I'm not at the point I'm looking at guys on the street and imagining being in bed with them like I do with girls, but there are guys with online profiles that imply they like guys that have definitely caught my attention, two of them actually. This would've been unheard of from me years ago. But here I am smiling at the thought of them.

I won't say too much about them in order to protect their privacy. They're both significantly younger than me. One reminds me a little of me when I was younger. I could see him and me in a relationship together under the right circumstances. The other is local and appears very horny. I might have a crush on him because he's implied he'd be interested in meeting me. I hope he's sincere. He's very sexy! Well, they both are.

If you PM me I'll tell you in private if you are one of my crushes, but I'll feel bad telling you you're not. However, maybe that conversation could start another one and who knows...a crush could develop from that! It's funny how things like that can develop. If it brings two people closer together in happiness, so be it.