Killing REAL PAIN with my Scripts for Back Problem

So I think Ive come as close as possible to experiencing the pain women feel when giving Birth. I am having to take 45mg oxycodone just to even touch the pain this Kidney Stone is causing. I've had one other stone b4 and that little animal did not prepare me for this pain. Wed night found me in the ER, doubled over in pain and nothing i know compares to this. Its apparent this stone is stuck in a position where its causing severe pain. Im slamming water to help move it, but nothings working. Of course I have enough meds to fight this for a month as long as I dont start taking more. Any way, nice start to the weekend.....

 

I still have bite marks in my wallet from when I was in the ER 2 months ago, I stuffed it in my mouth to muffle my screaming.
And all they did was give me a small dilaudid shot and send me home them fu**ing pieces of s*it. Well, I'm on 80mg Opana (snorted) right now from the back pain I have every dayMy entire lumbar spine is a big degenerative mess. Its pain that the doctor said will never go away