Kind of scary...

Hey guys,

Today I got up early today, well early for summer, I got up at 7:00. My mom went to work at 8:30 and then I smoked at 9:00.

I smoked a lot for me, like 4 bowls. I was soooo high and it was kind of scary for like an hour of the time. I was like freaking out in my mind. I was terrified.

Has anyone ever freaked out like this before?

Thanks,

-ALAN

 

yeah, you simply smoked too much

 

You know that noice when a record skips? That's what it felt like in my brain for like an hour. i felt like my mind was stuttering.

 

u should have sed "kind of AWESOME"

 

yea i had my first panic attack from weed a couple days ago. I was sitting at the local areana and i was completely blitzed. I was sitting there and all of a sudden i was like
"Where am i going in life?" i was just sitting there all fucked up after smoking like 5 joints with my two good friends. It was weird i have never felt like that in my life.
and i havent had an experience like that since...

 

I was more like reliving memories in my mind or something. I kept remembering scary things in my life.

 

yeah ive freaked out before, i just smoked way too much (i was a school) and i was sat in the nurses office (i faked a stomach ache) because i couldnt walk and i was totally paranoid and everything was spinning like fuck

it was pretty funny once it calmed down a bit though ;D

 

Could it have been because I took a hot shower 5 minutes after smoking?

In better terms, it felt like I trapped in a constant stumble in my mind.

 

Panic attacks suck big time. I get them all the time when I am stoned and am always hesitant to get high because I don't want to have another panic attacks.

 

yea when you get a hallucination like that, try to stop focusing, and play with the record skipping so it will skip something awesome, like dragons and mermaids ! this kind of thing can be the sweetest thing ever on weed. i've done it twice, once with salvia once with weed.

 

Yeah, just don't smoke so much next time and if you ever realize that you've outdone yourself, just try to stay calm.

 

i love geting panic attacks because i usualy dont get them unless im realy high or realy sober but there no fun when im sober because when im stoned im all like oh shit im freaking out and my freind will be like want to get something to eat them im just like ok and im still supper high, im high right now too

 

........odd!

 

I kinda get that way too, because whenever I get the panic attacks, that's when It gets really deep and trippy. As much as I don't like it when it's happening, I always end up appreciating it afterwards. It's weird.

 

It wouldn't have been so bad if I had been with somebody, but I was alone, and it was dark and rainy outside. It would have been a lot better if I wasn't alone. It reminds me of when I woke up when I was like 4 years old and nobody was home....I ran outside crying in my underwear because I was afraid. Turned out my mom was just taking my sister to the bus stop.

 

You guys don't get the real panic attacks if you say you enjoy them because nobody enjoys an all out panic attack.

 

Nah, I have had the REAL panic attacks, probably more "real" than any of these others on here. Like I said, I have been so paniced that I passed out and went into convulsions because my heart was beating so fast. If that's not a real panic attack, then what is? Besides, I didn't say I "enjoy" it. I just said that I appreciate it, after the fact, because I come to lots of strange realizations about my life and why I smoke weed. My panic attacks take me VERY deep into my mind and give me all kinds of insights. It's crazy.

 

Its a little disturbing that you would appreciate a genetic flaw such as anxiety attacks.

 

Why is it disturbing to appreciate having hardships? Going through difficult experiences is a large part of what shapes us as human beings. I wouldn't trade any of those experiences for anything. I hope it doesn't happen again, but I'm glad it has happened in the past.

 

Good point.