Kinda worried please read

I have social anxiety disorder too. I've never taken anti-depressants, but I did learn to just say "fuck this shit.....I'm gonna be myself and I don't give a shit what these people think about it". I just learned to be less inhibited and to not give a fuck how people view me. My face still gets all red and shit and I get embarrassed in front of people, but I don't let it affect my actions. I just do what I want to do and be who I am. You just need to realize that peoples' opinions of you don't matter as much as it seems at times and learn to not let it affect you. I'm certainly not in a position to tell someone that taking pills is wrong, but in the case of anti-depressants, I would say that you could do without. I mean, there's no sense in staying on them shits, because you're never really yourself. You're ALWAYS under the influence of the drug, and that's not good, which I'm sure sounds weird coming from me. haha

 

Unluckily for me the anxiety has reched the point where it's no more just about blushing ,having the constant fear of saying something stupid or not being able to make eye contact... it has reached the point where I get full on panic attacks in certain situations with shaking, nausea, inability to breath normally sometimes it reaches the point where I think I am gonna pass out ( it never happend though)...

I have alsways been a very shy person and learnt to deal with my extreme shyness ages ago untill the panic attacks started kicking in. now it's definitly out of my control.

So I'm taking the meds just so they get rid of the panick attacks or at least weaken them. Once this is done, I will still be a shy person I know, but I'll deal with it like I always did.

 

Kareem...
I also have social anxiety disorder/panic disorder.

Having them is really..so much more than being able to say "fuck it, i dont care what people think of me."

Its not worrying about saying something stupid, or worrying about what people think of you lol.

Sure wish it was..then it would be a lot easier to deal with.

 

Tramadol have recreational value if you have no tolerance. When I first started doing opiates I could take 300mg and get a very very mild buzz that would last awhile. Not raelly worth paying for though