i try enjoying the good stuff out of life, like a good day in the park or forest sitting in the grass gazing at the sky, flying a kite and what not... fires at night... all those natural things life has to offer us that makes me feel like in heaven... The absurdity of life is that we dont know anything, how we got here, why we got here... with such ignorance, our goals should be to make the most out of life with the emotions such as happiness and love that we've been given... but there we are with money, school, jobs, society... all the stuff that restricts you from being... and come on does someone even enjoy going to school and working? Life is unexplainable... bizare as you say, but here we are acting tall like we built the universe with our own hands.
i really dug my last job, and as that is the career i'm going into, i'm stoked. i like school too. i just have to schedule my classes so that they don't start before 11.