Looking for help..

Discussion in 'Bisexual' started by Speedr, Aug 12, 2008.

  1. Speedr

    Speedr Member

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    Ok so, I have no idea where to start. This is the 1st time I've really "talked" about this outside of myself.

    I'm 16 Years old and I've been reading through some things on here just seeing what others have to say.
    Now I'm kinda of curious. I'm absolutley attracted to women & do have a Girlfriend..However..at the sametime I feel deeply attracted to men..But it's not like an "OMG I Love you let's get married long term blah". It's more a sexual thing I guess.
    For the past 3-4 years I've only masterbated to Lesbian porn. If it had a guy in it, I just didnt pay attention to him and did what I did.
    Now..for the past 6 or so months, I've actually found myself leaning more towards transgender/gay encounters. Basically, "Chicks with dicks" is a huge turn on..Odd? But at the sametime, I'll occasionaly watch just an absolute all out gay sex movie. But at the SAMETIME I'm TOTALLY still going for women. It doesnt stop at just porn though..I actually had my GF leave her vibrator in my bedroom, and one night alone at home, taking a shower got curious. 10 Minutes later I was pretty much banging myself in the ass with a vibrator and TOTALLY loving it. WTF? My orgasm came and I'm cumming..I have thoughts to "taste it". Never did though. Never have yet.
    My GF & I have had sex. It's totally great. I never think/thought/do think about guys at all. I never wanted to stop and just say "Sorry, I'm just not attracted to you".
    I really don't know what else to say from here..
    I like penis? I like vagina? This makes me bisexual? But...I'm not really looking to have a realationship (at this point) to any men. It's just more of a sexual thing.
    When my GF screams and moans it's a CRAZY turn on..But when I hear a guy breathing hard and giving another guy a handjob or just getting banged in the ass..I feel exactley the same.

    Any help? =)
     
  2. dark suger

    dark suger Dripping With Sin!

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    i think ur bi, i dont think bisexuality is like blac n white its got degres of attraction u like girls more than boys but u like guy sex so ur biSEXUAL u just like sex its no big ask ur gf if she would want a 3 way with another guy
     
  3. twinmind

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    #1 Don't label yourself! I think we should take the prefixes (homo,hetero,bi) off of our sexuality, especially when we are where you are. Where do I think you are? I think you're in an exploratory phase. Even the straightest of the straight has had 'curiosity' and there's nothing wrong with that. The true test will be when (if?) you have sex with a guy. From there you'll have a better idea. Again don't worry about the label.
     

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