I do, I cant help it :& I know Jesus wants us to focus on each other and to experience Divine Love But every time I meditate now I keep experiencing a deeper and greater understanding and love for the Christ teacher Sorry I just thought I would share this, like being in love with a person I feel like telling everybody Peace abd Love friends, John ~
It's not nesicarily that he doesn't want us to love him, it is that he wants us to love everyone. He is one in "everyone" so it is good to love him!
Hey relayer! i got ya PM, but the proxy site i use doesnt let me PM. Anyways im so happy for you and your new found love . My brother told me that he meditates and he feels jesus/God in his heart, and theres no explaining how good the unconditional love from your father, God feels like. He encouraged me to try meditating myself, he claims its truly the best way to feel God on this earth. Unfortuantly, my brother has gone to be with God. He took some xanax and puked in his sleep and died. The love he had for God will always have an impact on me. I truly believe my brother was special, he was meant to go to heaven at the age of 19, he wasnt fit for this world, he loved God to much to live in a world who rejects him in so many ways. R.I.P. bro, your the greatest person i ever knew.
Im very sorry to hear of this my friend. I hope your brother made his way to a more peaceful place. But man, you should try meditating, I mean I think it is wonderful advice. God can not honestly be able to allow you to attain True Christ Conciousness when you are searching with the mind through thought and ego, conciousness that is attached to the mind, which is attached to the physical body. The way to attain liberation and Really understand the Christ Conciosness, is to allow the Divine Love to fill your Self, or your Soul, and in reality the Soul is not attached to the conciousness. The Soul is your essece, but we are so deluded as a people that we have forgotten how to get in touch with it, without relying on the physical means of sense gratification. So I say, you should try mediation, but do not force yourself to think. Allow yourself to feel God in life all around you, and eventually you will be shown the light reflection of your true nature, essence, your soul Good luck man, you have been given a slightly rougher life than most others on this forum, but you are young yet and already hold God in high regard. Never give up that search bro, your on the right track, and God's wonders will be shown more and more to you and you will gain deeper and wider perspectives on His Love as you grow older and more experinced through life. Peace and love friend, John ~ Om SHanti~
