Whenever I'm on acid, I think that perhaps my mind and consiousness is in fact god, and that all that I percieve, enjoy and feel is my mind acting as god to satisfy me or hurt me. I then decide that as god I don't need to be worshiped formally, or by praise and acknowledgement, but rather by taking care of the earth and the animals that inhabit it, one would better be serving the lord... I also wonder if perhaps everything I think and feel could be illusion brought on by different chemicals that the brain reacts to, and that perhaps there is no reality, and I'm a rat in some lab getting my brain tested on for some reason...and that leads makes me think of the song "bullet with butterfly wings"...because, "dispite all my rage, I'm still just a rat in a cage!"
I always feel at a higher state, I love sitting in really high places with my legs crossed, and maybe that is like what you guys are saying. I sort of, look down on everything around the room and analyse its meaning and why it was put there. The only confliction is that sometimes i just feel like a gummybear.
I think that seperately and connected, we are all god/ddess, what have you. I love when someone has god consciousness And its true.No matter what happenes in my life, I am always fundamentally wittled down in the end realizing my ability and need to heal and celebrate good life in all forms
All god is is the purest form that one can create. Understanding what acid does to you to make you feel as if you're god should give a clear picture of your ideals and codes you live by. Pureness, of course, is likely a function of societal trends.
Listen and understand, Being god is not the answer, I tried for a few days, Perfect love one day, Perfect Hope the next Perfect Sorrow along time ago None of these will work We must embrace the life we are given Life and dreams both are real
When im on psychadelics (which turns down the filters to everyday reality and our average perception makes up view the world as it is layed out with very minor to no judgement). I sometimes feel like everything is just simple, and nothing matters, like life is just what it sounds like...LIFE aka something that is alive, nothing more nothing less. I sometimes feel that im the center of all this madness and all you fools are a peice of ME. This world exists in my mind only, no one elses mind. When i really think hard on shrooms/weed/dxm i feel like my brain unwinds, and the truth is revieled and secrets about life and existence can be revieled, but at the same time, i think all that shit u experiance on psychadelics is all in your brain, and i might b wrong..but theres a chance that all the thoughts and the certainty you have on psychadelics is due to ones condition. In other words im saying acid and psychadelics are fun, wild, and make u think, and i love them. but i think people take what they experiance on psychadelics too seriously and it effects them throughout their whole life. The whole point of taking it is to explore everything and have a good time, so what follows after a wild psychadelic experiance should not b, a reflection of that day, after years have passed. IDK IF ALL THAT MADE SENSE IT WAS KIND OF LIKE A BRAINSTORM. I AM TIERED. GOOD NIGHT>
also 4 days ago i messed with dxm for the third time, and it was suprisingly very pleasant. it felt like something EX would b like. i felt wormth, and peacful thoughts, and everything was soo fuckin trippy..and cartoonish looking. I think that life is a puppet show. and even if u take 5-10 hits of acid, what u experiance on it, is part of the pupet show, maybe your suppose to feel like life does not have a meaning, maybe your suppose to believe that god does not exist, maybe it is ment for every human to believe that they ARE god, idk, but psychadelics are tricky, and people should not view them as the ultimate source into exploring existance and psychology....i think doing that is foolish and unhealthy. CASE CLOSED
