i feel so bad you guys, i need advice, and help lately, ive been feeling deperzinlitaion and derealization, i get deep deeply in to thought about our excistence, and what is reality and our mind and the universe, stuff that really scares, me ever since a bad Psilocybin trip i feel numb towards life reality and society, i feel like im going cukoo, i cnat do anything without extreme anxiety, what the fuck is everything, i feel crazy. im only 16 i dont wanna lose my mind so young, i feel like i can feel my brain pulse when i think. its cary, i can see things that aren there and i can hear things but i know its cause i convinced myslef i could, and i convinced myself i was going crazy, i think crazy bad thoughts help me please please im trapped. hva eyou ever felt this way? how did you get throught?
Im sorry you're feeling so messed up right now! I know what u mean when u say mind explosion its like the world is just too insane and to confusing to comprehend. Maybe talk to youre doc. I know u may be reluctant but man Iv wasted so many years feeling insane and have only recently gone to the doctor for help and I'm already feeling so much better having discussed the problems with my mental health. Try learning about some yoga and meditation techniques too I swear they are amazingly helpful in calming the craziness. If u need to talk pm me its all cool!
^ must agree. Meditation is an excellent way to go. Try finding something you enjoy, just let it absorb you, instead of the confusion about things we can't hope to understand as humankind.
i am still feeling like that. i haven't gotten through it. i might never get through cos i've been diagnosed schizophrenic and there's no cure, so i might be like this forever. i hope you can get through it anyway.
Just close your mind, its difficult to explain, but its something you will learn over time.See it like a shroom trip going bad, the more you struggle to maintain sense of reality the worse it gets. I can't offer any other advice then focusing on small things, if you try to contain something wich is waay to big for any of us, you'll just go..well..lets say its just going to bring more bad then good. The big answers don't come in understandable words, trying to formulate them into something rational is pretty close to impossible.
