Have any of you had something happen to you that you just couldn't move past? I've had a break up like that, but had friends with even worse accidents that they somehow couldn't move past. I would think about it all the time, dwell on, and just couldn't push forward. I read an article then about how to "go back to that original incident with your Doppelganger" and move on. It sounded crazy at first, but then I started to see crazy changes in my attitude. Any of you experienced similar things that you couldn't move past? What do you think of this article on using your doppelganger as a sort of therapy: http://www.quantumjumping.com/blog/self-sabotage/
for the longest time i couldn't help but freakishly cry or at least wince when my father talked too loud . then sometime around age 30 i had a memory of an incident - he was screaming at a baby for crying . ha! , he didn't know much ... my dear young first time dad . how is it i can understand a baby memory , of a memory before words that's purely sensory intel ? it's because i am an artist of language . i remember my first language . it is real . thinking with words like these is but a translation . the old ,old man doesn't yell anymore . what do i think of the article ? it's of nothing new , nor revolutionary . it's the mind's amazing ability to think with metaphor that is infinite universes . oh , hold the lotus flower if you like . hold the beautiful root of meaning in wonder and sing beyond confusion . why the old man doon't yell is a wonder . doodle . .
that's amazing that you have a subtle memory of when you were a baby. Did you tell him about the memory then? and yes, I think that the mind has an amazing ability, that well, most people do not take advantage of.
no , i never mentioned it to my father . i suppose it's just a fact of the subtle family web , resolved by one and realized by all . we are a loving family . yet , i suppose repression is also a family thing . a child's whole and free mind is wild , and one way to socially/parentally deal with it is to send part of it into darkness . it is never completely lost tho . the wild light is goodness .
have you ever heard of something called "soul retrieval"? it's along the same lines as far as healing the past and reclaiming those lost pieces of yourself. sandra ingerman has written a really good book on it. i wanted to take the course but you know...$$$$
Windy-- sounds interesting. Have not heard of soul retrieval but the name of it sounds pretty similar. Quantum Jumping also handles past life regression, which might be along the same lines. And tikoo-- crazy can be a good thing. At least, most of the time...
yep , Burt Goldman offers a course referenced to quantum jumping . has he been featured on Coast-to-Coast radio yet ? i listen to that show late-nights ... free ... i guess i don't support their advertisers at all since all i got is quantum money which pretty much only relates to a non-profit life .
lol... had to google Burt Goldman. I had never heard of him. interesting. didn't have time to read the whole thing only got the impression he can make you rich by taking you back? whooo hooo let's go...
last night on the C-C radio shoe George Norre got a call from a great artist , and her sister is also a great and highly trained artist . the caller said they while driving about in the car together had seen a ufo , but what was really so strange (she reported) is that neither of them had the will to draw a sketch of it . yes , a very mysterious lack of will though their ability to draw pictures is so great . also , the woman says she is a retired school teacher and her perceptions of the the enormous ship in the sky with whirling lights are quite detailed and beyond criticism . George proposed a possible explanation . the aliens had a mind-control beam - and whatever could a fine old lady do about that ...? hey , Burt ! Yes , I hear you . i believe the kid is stringin'us on . Of course . String theory creates vital reality .
Ah Windy, hey i heard a quote by krishnamurti just last week in the same vein (i guess he uses the idea alot to make a point): "“It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society.” Oops anyway, yes, getting stuck on things and not being able to move past them. Mmm tell me about it! ... Oh that confounded woman why won't she talk to me?! She gives me no quarter. It seems she'd be happy for me to just die so she could relax and never have to face me again. I know she feels guilty and doesn't want to admit out loud that she behaved badly, after all, she has her self image to think of! She'd rather believe i had an affair because it justifies pretty mutch anything she wishes it to justify. Yet still she knows it's a lie. I approached her a month or so ago, the first time in 15 years ... i was in a good mood but she looked a bit stressed. I said "Hey, wait up!" ... in an easygoing way. She said "I havn't got time" ... in an avoiding kind of way. I laughed at the nonsense of it and she stopped, turned and said "Are you ok?" I smiled and said, probably too quietly for her to really hear "I'm ok", ... and she turned and walked on. Damn! Why was i so 'OK'! I should have said "No you totally hurt me and messed with my head, destroyed my trust, and wrecked my life" ... But that's the way it goes. That's people for ya. I live with it, but that's the thing i can't move past ... of wanting her to be a friend and talk and stuff when she doesn't want to. Hey ho, that's life.
