auurrgh - I ran out of tobacco 2 hours ago and I've still got 2 hours of this shift to go.I know smoking is bad for you and kills you - I was thinking of joining a cessation group but - aaaargh! I'm going out of my mind here! Maybe I can break the machine off the wall downstairs, or make some false coins out of ice like they do in prison.Or maybe I should go and make some coffe or maybe I should climb or the walls or.... just sit down.NO - I'll go and do some work.now theres an idea
I am trying to quit myself right now and I'm having a very difficult time in doing so. Hopefully tomorrow I do better. I'm starting to smoke less and less, but its definitely a struggle. I'll do it though, just gonna take time to not so much break the physical addiction, but to do all those things in life that I once associated doing with a cigarette in my hand - without them.