So this one night I had trouble falling asleep and when I was asleep I woke up but I wasn't really awake and everything was black and white but brighter than usual and I began to float off my bed and I couldn't move my body and I felt a chill run through my body like something dark was in my room not sure really what was going on but i tried to get away from it but i couldn't move and i started to panic and then i woke up pretty crazy i guess.
that happened to me a lot when i was a pre-teen. i don't think i've had that problem again when i was no longer anyone's dependent, and all of the insecurity i felt as a child because i was. i mean i've still always had insecurity and anxiety issues all my life still. maybe it was just the house i was living in at the time i experienced that.
