Yes but only with one guy for a couple seconds on ecstasy for payment and felt I had to because he let me stay at his house rent free when I was in transition of housing. I did not like it and felt forced to.
Hi there, I feel sorry for your sitution. To be fair to your girlfriend you should contact these men in her presence and tell them that the continued communication is making your girl friend insecure (understandably) Tell them you are about to get married! Yes your gf has the right to be upset, she has the moral and emotional justification to tell you to leave. If I were your gf I would leave you for stuffing about and continuing to recieve mail. (you can block it) Show the woman some commitment and consider yourself lucky! I would not put up with that. I would put the computer over your head whilst you reply to men. Then i would raid your wallet, tell you to fuck yourself and never contact you again. Im a fiery woman, but decency is decency. You should practise some.
I don't have like these kinds of emotions so it's hard for me to give advice. I always live by if some one cares for you they don't hurt you so if someone hurts you they aren't worth your time if her words hurt u she does not care about u. Now u don't want to leave so I don't know what to tell you she won't change she has her own issues and seems to lash out at people. She went looking for this, if someone went through my personal shit to like find dirt on me and then confronted me with it I wouldn't even debate it cause she broke trust by snooping. You turned to men for payment for sex the fact that you were even able to do this shows you are at least a little bisexual this is far from hetero behavior. No one took advantage of u it was a business transaction everyone got what they wanted out of it u were a whore who was paid for services rendered.
What does it matter what you are, dude? If you wanna be gay, be gay. If you say you're a bi, then I guess you're a bi. It's not like you have a sign hanging off your back saying what your selection is. Please help me understand. If a prostitute "does business" and his/her "client" doesn't pay, is that rape or is it shoplifting?