Last night was a revolution of my mind. I saw everyone differently, everyone the same but different- all beautiful. Not one person better than the other. I became one with the earth, the sky became an oil painting so close I could almost touch and the moon glowed and I stared in amazement. "This is beautiful, this is amazing, are you seeing this?" It has helped me with my insecurities, it has helped me choose a different path in my life, it has opened the doors of perception in my mind and I'am free from the negativity, I'am floating above the day to day drama that infests our world ready to fight it and stay strong and I'am reaching my arms out to the world. I had not planned for this sort of thing to happen, but I was open to it....and it was incredible.
Congratulations and thanks for sharing. I can't wait to show my girlfriend this. (She's wary of my mushroom usage) I know what you mean. Lately, I've been so angry -- it's been like a second teenage, and my last shroom trip was like a complete mental cleanse.
2 weeks ago on mushrooms we spent hours outside trying to figure out my friends new computerized telescope and watching cars drive by late at night on out deserted country road..it was fascinating and way too much fun...ok..so my friend had asked for potatoes at about 10 pm...at 1am we remembered they were still on the bbq so we asked him.''hey phil,do you still want those potatoes''...he looks up from the telescope and with a straight face he says''are they done yet''..it was the funniest fucking thing i had heard in months....now it doesnt seem funny but high on grey shrooms it was hilarious
That is hilarious, I remember when I started to feel it coming my hands felt strange but beautiful. The euphoria is something to be missed. I took the bus home with two of my friends and the waves were coming and going and one second you'd think awe...its over then two minutes later...this big rush again. Our pupils were very big and ...I just felt that the rest of the world was extremely disconnected. Everyone on the bus just keeping to themselves I desperately wanted to just talking about all my philosophys with everyone but I could only imagine what they might have thought of me just gazing around the bus in a giant tye dye sweater. I was a shroom cliche lol, but man was it ever amazing. The trees more detailed reaching towards me, the night sky and stars more vibrant and closer almost within my reach. All of the worlds ideals just melted away and I saw the truth. I just was so greatful to be alive in that moment. Then I came home and made tea with my friend, we ate some food out of a bamboo dish and watched the invention of lying and couldn't stop talking about how great we felt, how we hope tomorrow when we wake up we feel the same about the world. And you won't believe it but I still do, it's a struggle sometimes but really it has changed perspective. I ended up droping my journalism course, where they taught us to remain objective....and transferred into an art course where I can express my feelings with paint and charcoal and well whatever tools I have. It's resolved real deep issues i've had. Anyone who hasn't tried this and is open to change should. I remember waiting for the taxi to come get us as the mushrooms were setting in so we could go to a friends place.... and I kept saying..where is the taxi driver we've already had about 5 revelations and 3 epiphany's by now.