My passions

Well, i have been a hardcore driver for a while now, I am glad i did all the gnarly shit and got away with it all, but I have gotten to the point where i am realizing that i am still young, and no matter how good of a driver you are there are still things that could happen, and that's all it takes is for one thing to go wrong at high speed and my life could be over. I have always been obsessed with speed and adrenaline, but i have fulfilled most of my dangerous needs. I will always have a temptation to go back to my driving habits, especially when i cut down, all i really want to do now is snowboard. Snowboarding is the perfect substitute and it is my favorite thing, because you don't need to worry about death. If i could i would snowboard every day my whole life so that i could be the best. But, snowboarding is only a solution for winter. Thats what sucks. I love driving because i can go as fast as i need to go, but subconsciously theres a part of me that hates risking everything when i try to go all out. I CANT WAIT FOR WINTER now, but once winter goes away, i guess theres still mountain biking. I'm pretty good at that, but one of my friends is just so gnarly at that if i go my fastest i can only barely see him, i'm a bit jealous i don't think i want to get much better at that its crazy hard enough. Mabey i need to like move to alaska where theres always snow, i want to be pro.

 

alright

 

holy stream of consciousness

 

i don't get it

 

Lol wtf? I'm just typing down thoughts if you want you guys can reply, comment, w/e.

 

Man, I hate going too fast... freaks me out.

 

i always have the temption to just floor it when i drive but the 5points i have on my license(6points they take it away i think) make me think twice before going too fast. though my car cant really go too quick. i did get my old 93 saturn up to around 120 but i didnt want to stay there long in fear of cops. just find something to keep you going in the summer so you dont feel the need to speed. take up mountain biking or something like that, you could probably even mountain bike is similar places as you'd snowboard. or you can just smoke weed, if your high enough 40mph feels like a million mph haha

 

Or just sprint everywhere really really fast.

 

Lol i get high as fuck before i do anything fun. My favorite thing is when i did LSD i went as fast as i could i was high on weed to. It just makes everything better especially speeding. I am serious about wanting to move to alaska though, if i can snowboard whenever i want, i really think would be satisfied. But how would i get my car there hmm.

 

Lol plz tell me your kidding. Speed is all about going too fast for me, the feeling that no matter how far you push it you still have a sense of control. No matter how fast i run, nothing can compare to 100 mph. The fastest i have gone was 135 mph for about 1 or 2 min straight.

 

Friends and I used to play a game we called "shift's mast" where we'd tie belts to the doors and someome would get on the hood and hold on to them for dear life. The driver would go like 50+mph and screech around this loop at the end of the street. It was scary as fuck and nearly impossible to hold on.

It makes me laugh a lot thinking about it.

 

Ahahah nicee. You got that from the movie Death Proof? That movies sick. I might wannah try that sometime it diddn't seem that hard to hold on?

 

But snowboarding is just as dangerous.
You can fall, break your neck and be dead.

 

Ahahaha just as dangerous yeah ok. After all the crazy driving i have done, i feel happy to be alive. Now that i have done that, i feel like i am invincible snowboarding. Like no matter how crazy i ride it will still be nothing in comparison to my experience. Thats why i want to be the best and my dream is to be in the olympic snowboard cross.

 

This was years before that movie was released.

 

hah mabey they got the idea from you

 

you've never had runner's high. most ppl in these forums would probably laugh at me but it's understandable.
i've done a few half marathons and trust me the feeling of using your own body as a machine to do something not many can is alot cooler than driving your pickup truck around town 80 miles above the speed limit.

 

I have an audi its a very good car. I ride my bike up my super steep hill all the time, so that i can stay in shape and be sharp. Sure i feel good after i do it, but nothing feels as good as going fast. I find that the exercise is usually not worth the runners high. Snowboarding can give me the runners high and my need for speed.

 

Thats beautiful.
Keep going and live your dream.

 

I'm pretty sure a presidents brother died from snowboarding. Don't take this the wrong way but just be careful doing things like that. I can guarantee you your not invincible.