Dreaming a thought This life is a dream that I can't escape I'm forced to breathe but I try to wake I try to reach the purest thought But now I sense that I've been caught I've pushed myself, I've pushed it all What's pure is gone and now I must crawl We're told what's pure, we're told what's right These things produced by psychological might We're apes with brains and too lazy to care Too bad our brains have surpassed our sight Love is now just a delusional excuse This excuse is to breathe, I must reproduce The word is derived from fear of being alone Just one more reason to teach myself to atone Your leeching mind is no longer my goal.... We're told what's pure, we're told what's right These things produced by psychological might We're apes with brains and too lazy to care Too bad our brains have surpassed our sight I tear at these things, but why should I try? I now know that I'm here to survive I also know why I found these things My thoughts come from fear, they come from life So is this the truth, is this the light? Truth is a word, and it's out of sight I'm but a contradictive mind fucked mess I am your reasons for finding words You tell me I'm a fool, you show me I'm right Being my own martyr for how much times I've died So show me your cures and make sure I'm no threat I am the unknown and you may fear my regrets
Energy If I stare when my mind is down My lucid glare will drown out sound I'm lost in mirrors reflecting me Deceived, I drown in my energy I'll find a place refracting no light I'll find a way to be in the night Away from light, there is only me Deprived, I am the energy I look, I stare and I see I'm one with mind and I am so free There's light now shining in me The cure within now helps me to breathe Life's far away, but I'm energy I take the step and walk once again I break the mirrors, now they have names I dance in life with those that know me They've seen the glass and we're energy
Exchange Rate My TV tries to talk to me My music tells me I must see Papers cost more than money My view distorted with a fee My friends all sell me what they hate My life is judged by daily rate I still believe I follow fate I'd leave right now but it is far too late Exchange me Arrange me Just show me what it costs I'm breathing at expense of mind I grieve as payment for being blind I spend myself to show I'm kind My heart I see is lost inside My boredom takes up all my time My fear makes things appear fine I watch and dance and sing and whine My drugs will show me how to rhyme Thrill me Kill me Just show me what it costs
Exist for reasons, not lies I swear that there's nothing out there But yet you swim to life Drifting down the somewhere Avoiding all the knives However, I delved down under Examined all the caves From where I looked above me And I saw only hate Well I can see you looking Judging all the depths Down here your thinking drowns me But I still hear your fears But as this fear sinks in My hate will grow for you And as this hatred forms sin The fear takes me too I'd tell you that you're living If I got something in return Just admit that you're dying I'm sure that you'll learn To take you down and under I'm just another lie For when you're up there judging I may aswell just die So take the dive and listen The echoes become your eyes No more learning to die for And no more pointless sighs Forever I am down here judging It seems that nowhere is safe And as I hear your screaming I seem better off in this place
The Gargoyle Living and breathing I crave for these things Staying and leaving The lies build inside Denying I'm grieving My devil has wings Killing the weeping Yet I still try to hide I'm judging those with their minds Flying and hating Observing all I pollute Dying, relating Alone and breaking with time Watching and picking Their minds can not elude Hoping and healing Killing me is no crime I'm not breathing inside Darkness becoming my eyes Living contradicting my mind Hating yet loving my lies I'm far too fucked up inside I'm watching all that pass by They breathe out all they find Alone, I'm forced to ask why Kill me, before I survive Sleeping, I'm dreaming Reflecting, redeeming Taking is part of the lie Dreaming I'm leaving Sensations are free from my sighs Let me be free inside Denying me this is all that I find
Held together by hate Always debating the end of the world It seems it's so clear to me We're falling, dividing, we do what is heard Somehow I fought and broke free But now I see I'm just the same And now I feel my blame Denying the battle that's inside Breaking it open with my lies Hating and judging Hating judging I've lost my mind There's always suicide Looking at something will cure my scars The battle is further from home We're fighting, existing to claim what's not ours My time seems best spent alone But now I see I'm just the same And now I feel my blame Denying the battle that's inside Breaking it open with my lies Hating and judging Hating judging I've lost my mind There's always suicide I'm fading from the life I've made I'm cuddling up to all my fear I'm falling from my dreamy state I'm waking into what's really here This world is losing to our hate If we're real, let's shed a tear Denying the battle that's inside Breaking it open with my lies Hating and judging Hating judging I've lost my mind There's always suicide Denying the battle that's inside Just break it open with your eyes Using and losing Using losing You've lost your mind There's always suicide
Human The smallest weakness I will find With it I will fuck your mind Using is my only goal Hereditary human flow I'd compensate what I stole But I'm human, let it go I can make you breathe it in I can take your mind away I can make you see nothing I can lead your soul astray So follow me and hope to fight I'm nothing but a parasite I'll hold your words, I'll take them in I'll read your mind, I'll find something When I know it, you will fall And I will rise above you all I can make you breathe it in I can take your mind away I can make you see nothing I can lead your soul astray Now that I am so far up It's hard to breathe, it's so damn tough I want you all to bring me down Take my egocentric crown Why the hell can't you see? What I do, it's all for me
Natural Cure Our sin is feeding We tried to throw it out But now it's eating It returned in our doubt The past will catch us Beauty is far worse off Innocence matters If you want to be lost I have the cure now Enough to keep it at bay But still it haunts me I need to keep it away Here you go, take it I need to see that you're safe But still you will break it I see that you're far too gone The child wants to belong So throw it out, fake it I know that you are the shot Your glass is empty Though you think it's half full Your ignorance needs to rush Our hearts are bleeding Still we try to go on We keep on needing Why should I write this song? Alone and hiding Our caves are worn with mistrust But still we're biding All that's left is our lust So hate yourself, throw it Isn't life just so fun? Now tell someone, seek it Show your fear of the gun I bet you can't even run So shake it up, breathe it Your life is now just a show You'll throw it down, break it You enjoy not being able to say no The joke is that you don't even know Do you know what is happening? Can you even begin? Just try and stop laughing Our minds are swarming with sin Do you see what's out there? Do you even see me? Just think and be nowhere All life will soon cease to be To know you are nothing This haunts me all the time To take this personally You're now just one of my rhymes The cure is in you Just see you're not the only one This life is so painful So redeem what's left of our sun Just let go of the gun
Nature's Law Seethed from the sounds of nature's law The ground opens up as it has before A nameless soul that knows no wrong Its eyes open up and it hears the song A word is imposed upon its head Its mind is so open yet it's almost dead So proud are the givers that they seek and deliver Now nothing is heard but is told instead The melody of life is an endless dream We're slaves to ourselves yet it does not seem We breathe in our lies like we're the gods of all Yet we're all still right here dancing down this fall
Night Everything I've done To draw her close to me Fear the morning sun For night I beg and plea Without her at my side There's no more light to see All the hate I built inside And all the fear stored within I look into your eyes And nothing is a sin I'm falling through the night My goal is all too clear Descending far from light There's nothing left to fear I can see you in my mind You are all too near Your eyes I cannot find You're now the only thing I fear
Over the Fall Redeeming light, the kind of thing I needed then My lethal sight, responsible for everything Whenever I have fallen down The angel’s height, I am so happy from the high The blinding night, I survive on ignorance The edge is looking good I’ve fallen down I fall from you, the people that are real I’m crawling through the sky that makes me heal The ignorance is drifting far from me And when I look I see what’s happening If you’re alive then please tell me you’re listening Now I’m here, trapped in a place in mind This place is clear and everything will help me find My helpless sound No angel’s here, and with the devil out of me I try to find life’s insecurities Just look at me And search for you I fall from you, the people that are real I’m gliding through the sky that makes me heal The ignorance is drifting far from me And when I look I see what’s happening If you’re alive then please tell me you’re listening I close my eyes, I’m pretending that I’m crazed But now I know, normality is just a haze I am alone I climb the lies, I reach the mountain top I have to go, this place is now just another drop I can’t believe just what I’ve heard I’ve fallen down I fall from you, the people that are real I’m gliding through the sky that makes me heal Ignorance is drifting far from me And when I look I see what’s happening If you’re alive then please tell me you’re listening Is this the end of what could be? Killing minds from the age of three Forget you’re dead and use the key Just take the jump and you can see Live again or just cease to be
Condemned Condemn me for something I have never done I know that blame will always come Forget me, apart from when it suits your needs You need my mind, you need to feed Return me, for loneliness I will have to run Fuck the pain and screw everyone Bleed me, all alone without your voice If only I was strong and had a choice Condemned, forgot, returned and bled You've fucked the thoughts up in my head You brought me pain but killed instead The reasoning inside is dead Condemn, forget, throw me and wait You have shown me my self hate I can't control my open state I'll kill myself, it's not too late Condemned, forgot, returned and bled You've just heard what can't be said You're guilt is mine, I have just fed Don't be blind, I'm in your head For all my guilt is dead
Problem/Answer I stay awake to this fading dream Unable to sleep for thoughts of her I avoid the truth within my head I burn the things that make me care I ignore it all away I'm happy, we're happy We all seem very happy I walk this path without a choice Another head fucked person to up the cost Never sure if this is my real voice Acceptance is your only loss I tear this mask away Violence and crying These things are fucking trying They're tearing, they're daring I throw them all away Ignorance and lying These things are fucking blinding They're staring, they're blurring It's just another day I search for truth, I know it's there I know deep down that it's somewhere The lies are real, we're in a dream The irony comes when we're redeemed I laugh you all away
Pure Light The streams of time will always flow My fear of the world will continue to grow All hope can fall into an empty void This void was my heart that is long since destroyed My faith in humanity lost in this slaughter And my frail soul still suffers the torture As all this darkness clouds my mind As my hate grows before I am no longer kind As I fall through the uncertain days I see your light in so many ways The purest thing I have ever seen Fun, forgiving and never mean An optimist and a visionist A comedian but never an egotist You are the things I gave up trying to find And the only thing I would miss if I went blind I would hate to see your light extinguish You are my last hold on a life I wish to relinquish The only clarity in a world full of darkness And the only thing to give me a meaningful purpose So take my hand and we can shine And guide eachother through the streams of time
Relive Mix some lies Pour when ready Create the scene It's imaginary Anger, Fear Hatred, Envy In the end We're all just drifting vessels Drifting forward More momentum Never slowing No progression Stop, Relax Sit and Wait Calm yourself You must control your fate You fear the fading light You fear the upcoming night Fear in motion Is a fearful notion Forget the night Overcome emotion Forget your sins It's in the past Start again Renew your awkward life Drop the pain, hate and envy Slow right down It's no longer imaginary You fear the fading night You fear the upcoming night Fear in motion Is a fearful notion Forget the night Overcome emotion And when the rythm is embracing And the light is what you're facing Turn around, take a hand and never stop dreaming The night is gone The light is forever Hold on tight Embrace this lovely weather
Safe in hate I hate today and can not face it It's do or die I just need some passion Too bad that disease is all I live for I die some more every time I see you Wherever I look I see false compassion And everything I breathe will create a fucked up reaction It tears me down, will kill my mind and create another reason The only thing that keeps me here is the hope of progression Every scene in life just shakes me down I'm not on stage with all you fucking clowns Instead I watch and see how this became Why don't you see that every day is just the fucking same? The shake of hands, it's fucking electrical All your reflections, they're just symmetrical To live again is to seek somebody's attention Deceive myself into thinking they will give me progression But what do I find instead? More fucked up things inside my head I ask you what drove you to this But all I get is more of it So now I crawl from you My sickness, far from through I find a reason to believe in myself once again Fuck all care and fuck your nothingness I watch you all and find a way to bring you down I am here and I will show you your nakedness I know I hate but the reason is far too intense I am your hate, your lies and your innocence You've made me breathe, so if you do not repent I'll take your sins and tear you down, perhaps I'm heaven sent
Spiral Freefall I've lost all control I spiral below I have destroyed it all This is my freefall I circulate this fear and hate I must control this bitter state To kill myself, it's far too late Don't pretend that you know me I've lost all control I spiral below I have destroyed it all This is my freefall Retort upon your thoughtless voice It is all just one big noise I will not give you a choice Fuck off acting like you know me I've lost all control I spiral below I've destroyed it all I'm in a freefall There goes my soul It's spiralled below I've destroyed everything I cannot fucking win
Subliminary Head Fuck You're in my mind once again Like a rush of adrenaline I feel your breath like a cold sweat I dream of the day the two of us met I hear the sound of your voice in my thoughts I fall away from the world as I feel what you brought My eyes will burn as I look into yours My sins will fade as I examine your flaws A harmonic echo within my heart A sudden aggression as I recall what you are The end of my life and the start of my war Sleepless desire and no sense of loss I'm caught in a void that's bringing me sores I turn around to look as I fall again I'm bringing me down but I can not complain So tear up my heart and drive me insane I'm now far too gone to let you inside What's wrong is right, you're just another lie Let me drown in thought and be alone I can't stay with you when I just want to die So pull away from me and open up your eyes Sleepless desire and no sense of loss I'm caught in a void that's bringing me sores I turn around to look as I fall again I'm bringing me down but I can not complain So tear up my heart and drive me insane But keep in mind you're just another game
The cry of the dead Anger, hatred then democracy It all became when we joined you see Religion started in our smallest groups But now we're here it's what splits us up The stubborn rules of our society Religious laws become anxiety But what will come to be? Forget our currency Ruined, lost and forsaken lives When we're born it's all just a lie Inside I'll never be forgiving this You're turning us into lying hypocrites Just look around It's a horror movie now I can hear the sounds We're crying now It's now or never that you drop the hate It's now or never 'cos it'll be far too late You are killing us You're betraying us Just see yourself You delay the wealth Destroy our health After this, what will be left?
The Current Here again and flooding the skies My dreams are numb as days become night My lies delude and strangle my mind The hands of faith will hide from my sight The signs are clear My time so near But I jump and fall to know that I’m here I fall away The life within will hold onto me My eyes burn as I believe But I smile and start to see My hate fades and I’m so free I’ve woken I’m life again You’re broken So I’ll pretend For all the things that have taken me down With all the life that seemingly drowns I take your eyes and try to replay I see your lies and what you’ve repaid It’s clear With time so near I’ll jump and die to know that I’m here I fall away The life within will hold onto me My eyes burn as I believe But I smile and start to see My hate fades and I’m so free You’ve woken I hold you close We’ve spoken Remember us There is hate surrounding all of our lives There is death distorting all of our sighs With fear and plague just mocking our cries Please remember why we survive It’s clear My cries are fear I leave you now to know why I’m here I fall away The life within will hold onto me My eyes burn as I believe But I smile and start to see My hate fades and I’m so free I’m trying to stay But I can’t hold on My last day Soon I’ll be gone We’ve spoken I held you close You’ve woken Just live and love
