My urge to commit crime

I sometimes feel like just destroying everything for absolutely no reason.

Sometimes I feel like just trying to steal a car and going on a high-speed chase with the police.

Seems fun to me, but I wouldnt do it anytime soon.

 

I was raised in the Hamilton area, when I was a tad younger (your age) I had the same perversions. Although not for destroying things, mainly stealing from large chain stores. I had to subvert the law, thats the only way I can describe it. I still subvert to this day on a smaller scale and no stealing as I cant afford jail time. Maybe its just the area but your not alone.

 

Things that play in our heads. I think most of us have had these thoughts.

 

haha ever pick up a girl for a date in a stolen car??

 

^ haha no, but i been picked up in a stolen car. many, in fact. this dude i used to live with stole cars almost compulsivley. haha he eventually got locked up for it but once he got out he literally just went & stole another car. somethings wrong with that boy

but yes, i often get the urge to break the law, and 9 times out of 10 i act on it. i should learn some self control.

 

Mabey instead of breaking the law go play some grand theft auto. Get your thrills in a way that won't land you in jail for a few years. Then again if you compulsivly break the law mabey you should be in jail to protect the public from you.

 

I would never break the law to intentionally harm someone.

That is the difference between wrong and really wrong. I know that small crimes are still illegal, but if nobody is really losing then why not?

 

Best not to end up in a British jail. Especially the notorious Lincoln Prison and the dreaded Belmarsh.

 

That's one of the main reasons I commit alot of crimes. It's just fun to get away with shit.

For example: Some friends and I stole a payphone one night, and the 12ft steel pole it was attached to. We knocked it over with a van and cut the rebar attaching it to the concrete, then we loaded it into the van and drove off. We tried to open it to get the money out, but we were unsuccessful, so we dropped it on the beach.

Another example is when I got arrested for shop lifting. I stole a case of beer from wal mart and got caught. I have done this dozens of times, but I was on about 9 xanax's and was sloppy about it that time, so they caught me. The fukt up thing is that I already had beer in the car. I only stole it because I wanted to get it for free. I even had the money to pay for it. That same night, I crashed my car, lost my wallet, got fired from a headshop for being too fukt up to sell bongs, and I got arrested. Not a good night. Plus, I got into a fight with this big dude in the holding cell.

 

Hey ston3r I have picked my girl up in a stolen car... more than once lol At 18 I realized I better quit playin games like that unless I wanted to do serious time, so I reluctantly grew out of it lol. Great memories though, there is nothin like tearing the hell out of someone elses care You would just not believe how much abuse a car can take and still keep goin lol.

I'm 42 now, and I wouldn't change a thing. BTW, that urge never leaves you, the urge to tear shit up and commit crimes, you just gotta keep fighting it. I grew up in a very criminal environment, and going to prison was just something everyone did sooner or later.

I decided that was not for me, but hell, I just might end up there yet. This world makes criminals out of a lot of people that really shouldn't be incarcerated every day.

 

I can't say I've ever had the urge to commit a crime of any sort. I have no desire to cause any harm or inconvenience to anyone, and there's only one thing I truly want to do in life:

Live with those I've come to love and live peacefully, enjoying every moment.

 

Haha, these are some good stories. I always have felt this way.. especially being a teenage male, you get violent urges to do shit in school just to get in trouble.. mine were even more powerful when I started taking anti-depressants. But these urges have worn down, thankfully.

 

I have urges to do bad things all the time. And those urges are growing on me.

 

Theres this old lady who always used to call the cops on me for playing bball in the street in front of my house..for 3 weeks straight me and some friends egged her care, poured shit on it, and it all ended with my throwing a cinder block threw her windshield. She never called the cops since then.

 

I like doing small illegal things (drinking underage, smoking underage, etc.), but I'd never do something big (robberies, murder, etc.), although sometimes I feel pissed off enough to do something big.

 

There's a theory based in science which states that "anything that can happen, does happen in an infinite number of parallel universes"

Those feeling that you have are other versions of yourself, actually committing those crimes in alternate dimensions


Hotwater

 

I love doing destructive shit as long as its not harming others. Being a hellraiser is fun.

 

Death is wrong to put upon yourself. When it fines you regardless that i can accept.

 

i just like pissin off the cops, so i do illegal shit to make them chase me

 

Hell Yea Smokindude!