When I’m high I picture shit happen, but I’m not really sure if what I see is happening, or if I just think too much while high. Like are they just my thoughts or what I picture really happen and occur. Like i thought i dropped a case of beer i offerened to carry in, but i didnt. Like, I worry about what other people think of me, because I sort of had a rough childhood growing up, I have had a hard time making friends, so it’s still awkward meeting and getting to know people. I also have a hard time trusting people. And I ask people if certain shit happened, or if they are acting in a certain way. I need some advice, could you lend some spare advice?
That's some stony ass shit. I've never had that happen to me. I wish it did happend to me, though. Because it would be pretty funny when stoned, IMO. Maybe it's not so funny to you, though. I can relate to what you said about your childhood and not being able to trust people. Me and my cousin have been best friends our whole lives but I still find it hard to trust him because of what other people have put me through. It's a fucked up way to live life.
well, dont worry, thats the beauty of being stoned. sometimes yer thoughts go like, outta control that they clash with reality, but you just have to learn to control them and understand it. but i know what you mean, sometimes ill be really stoned, and ill be just off in my own world, somewhere else completly different. laugh it up anyways, wlel, i know once and more times when u get fucked over, it IS hard to trust people. but it shouldnt be HARD, just you should be more CAREFUL. the good thing about people fucking you over is that, well, you gain experience and you learn lessons. and dont care what people think about you. who cares? because what they say or think about you doesnt make it true..you only are what you KNOW you are, and im sure you already know who you are, right? or at least have some idea. and just be open when it comes to meeting new people. dont worry man.
