Hey Old crone, I know I wrote you earlier but I was wondering if you see any kind of changes coming my way? You know that saying "when one door closes another one opens" Its just seems all the doors around me are shut and I am stuck in the middle with nothing to look foward to. Everyday seems like it never changes and everything is always the same. I keep hoping things will get better but it doesnt seem like it. Will things ever get better? I wrote about a guy who I like but we dont talk yet or anything in an earlier post..You said that we would talk and everything..but I found out his screen name and read his profile and it said he has someone in his life right now..whether that is still true or maybe he didnt update his profile in awhile..but if he has someone in his life how would we be anything more then friends? thanks again for all your time..