OMG wat the $#$@# just happend!?!?!

im still coming down off trip and i do not know, I DO NOT KNOW, what the fuck just happened. right before breakthrough i think i created a paradox within myself, and boom i exploded. i thought i was dying, everything i knew was be pushed and shoved through and out of me until it was all erased. i began to feel very sick, fearing that i would lose everything ive ever known, the trip was litterly pushing information out of me. i actually remember wanting my mommy to come and save me, but i knew there was nothing she or anyone could have done. i ran to bathroom and as i was running i was running through time, i went back in time to myself a few months ago, and then forward, while at the same time fluxating between different dimensions. i had no idea of what was going on during any of this, all i could say was wat the flubaasaazzzaaaaba, and i kept repeating in my head the things that i rememberd that i loved so i would not forget them. i tried to tell myself there is nothing to be afraid of why is this happening but the fear consumed me. hmm i just now rememberd sitting in the bathroom going, "im time traveling, wat the zuzuzababa"(all in slow motion). i think the trip was unfastening the restraints my ego put on me in a very deep part of my mind. the impossible was happening all around me, and now it is clear as day that it is possible. gee golly i do not want that to happen again, if only had some lsd, i know then the trip would be all golden!

 

i remember now when the trip came up i started to go into this very strange place. i panicked and tried to stop myself from tripping. big mistake, my head became like a map of different deeply held thoughts that appeared as just points on a grid, my brain was switching between points very rapidly and two thought points that contradicted each other caused the system to crash. basically my brain crashed like a computer would crash. in my mind during the trip though, i thought i created a paradox within my universal body, so not only did i think i was dying in the physical, but i thought i was gonna be completely wiped from the grid of reality all together. then the system rebooted itself causing temporary loss of memory. this caused me to lose control of motor skills as i walked through dimension of time. almost like being caught in the middle of the chrysanthemum that sends you out of time. i was stuck in the middle walking through back and forth.

 

Okay this is it, I'm finding a vendor...

 

you should probably just chill next time....

dissolve.

 

In order to skip this stage.... the third drag is needed. The third one takes you staright to your destination. When the dose is not strong enough you get stuck in between and then it is pretty hectic expirience. This is one drug I strongly recomend you suck on that pipe until you just colapse, otherwise its a hell of a ride. Or if the dose was ok, you were just fighting to let go and make a breakthrough, but again, if the dose is strong enough, you don't have any choise but to breakthrough.
More luck next time, although even expirience like this should be at least once expirienced.

 

very true. absorbing three is the key . .

 

really good to hear you dmt men affirm this.. i had a very uncomfortable middle way experience.. well not too uncomfortoable but any uncomfort like that is not nice

theres a nice wierd acid-type stage with a small dose.. then the middle stage is like.. everything is dissolving but not enough for everything outside to breakk through. the pressure and noise is there but not enough to push you into your the core

but if you get enough then it will all fold into place

 

The Flower of Life!

 

all those pictures remind me of my salvia days. oh sally d, dmt makes you look like a little school girl. haha. so 3 hits is the key, got it! im doing it high as a kite next time, even tho i heard its better sober, im too anxious when im sober, i need to keep max chill, level out into that happy place.

 

my buddy did DMT and he said all the trees in the forest fell down and then grew back. then clowns started popping out of nowwhere all around him. basically i think dmt is a hit or miss kind of thing.

 

so you guys are saying that dmt can be more unpleasant with one hit than with three?

 

dmt will connect you to other worldy consciousness.
it will allow you to fly at light speed through unknown dimensions.
NO JOKE.

Most people I've talked to have not made it this far.
They get stuck in between, and the effects are just really psychedelic.

 

I agree. But being "stuck in between" is not a waste of a trip, it's just not a full breakthrough dose. You can still lay back, and enjoy the subtle visual/audio/thought changes through meditation. I'll agree this state is irritating and can even be frightening, but you just gotta lay back and close your eyes to force yourself to make the most of it.

It takes practice. If you keep at it, eventually you'll get just enough dmt into your system quickly enough to fully breakthrough and then you'll understand.

It just takes practice. Smoking or Vaporizing DMT is a skill that needs to be mastered through practice. Some people get it right away, others need to work at it for awhile before they learn how to do it properly.

 

so the psychedelic state can be intense and unpleasant, i get that.
but the breakthrough is not? it seems to me that breaking through would be even more intense than "tripping out."
is it just that when you're on a full dose you don't have time or capability to be scared? it completely takes over and sends you on a ride?

i have never taken dmt so i obviously don't know what i'm talking about.
would breaking through be advised for one's first time?

 

there is no fear in hyperspace
you are flying at the speed of light

I can't explain to you how beautiful it is

 

so if i were to ever try dmt, do you recommend that i take it slow at first (one hit) or just jump right in (three)?

the only psychedelics i've tried before are acid, shrooms, and salvia (no breakthrough). 2c-e soon hopefully.

is the trip you get from a small dose of dmt (we're talking n,n,dmt correct?) at all comparable to acid, or is it WAY more intense? that's the only way i could imagine it being scary.

 

You want to smoke as much as you can under a minute, because after a minute and for the next hour you can't intake any more DMT.

It has a weird tolerance.

3 huge hits, hold them in, put your pipe down, sit like a buddha and close your eyes

look up....

 

imagine: when your body dissolves, you no longer fear or think about visceral issues. but when youre tripping on dmt, your internal sensation volume knobs are all turned up to max