Let's play a game. We each say a positive and a negative experience that we had while using Opiates. I'll start + I was home alone one night and decided to entertain myself for the night and took 90mg of Morphine. It was around 2am and I was sitting on the kitchen, listening to music. It was winter time and everything was covered outside, because it had snowed the day before, I think. I was happy, all fuzzy and warm when it started snowing again and before I knew it, I was going out through the back door. Pack of cigs in hand, wearing nothing more than my underwear. I stood outside, smoking that cig, half naked, snow falling down, I had these red boots on haha, if anyone saw me, they must have known I was pretty high at the moment and I never felt more at peace. I was just there, with the snow, the smoke of my cig and the quietness, so beautiful and dreamy. - I was dating this guy when I was 17. I was over at his place, doing nothing, he was with a buddy drinking a beer outside, in the coffee table there were three lines of a white powder and the bag was there, that at the moment I thought to be coke. So I sit on the floor, roll up a bill and Im a greedy girl, so I take all of them...yeah, it wasnt coke, it was heroin and it was also the first time I ever did it and the first opiate I ever did. Being dopesick is HORRIBLE and I had this guy and his friend laughing at me for being so stupid, they didnt do anything for me. They just sat inside and continued on doing lines of heroin and the only time the guy I was with said anything "helpful" to me was, "if you are gonna puke, you know where the toilet is". Dont get me wrong, the buzz was incredible, but the sickness overpassed everything. I think that's why I dont like heroin as much, I had a very bad first impression, whenever I do it, I think of that.
