Other Dom/Sub Couples Irritate Me

Well I saw a video earlier of a couple and the woman watching sucking the guy off, with those glaring eyes that show how much a women loves you and how shes perfectly happy. She was beautiful and enjoying the moment. I'm not sure what happens I think a good person would be happy that both of people have someone to love each that much. But I get irritated and my stomach gets knots in it. I thought it might be jealously or how I hate a woman can be so happy doing that. I don't know why I feel this way but I do, I guess I really want is to maybe have what they had? Maybe I hate seeing that much trust and love in one person's eyes. I'm not sure.... I just wish I could see it a different way but I cant. Have any of you been in my place before? and if so please tell me what happened/how you changed?

 

I feel you, dom/sub couple.