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maybe it's just when i'm feeling shitty because of men.. that i look at them

sometimes i reply.. not really looking for a date or anything..

i wanna just give up.. cus i know who i could be happy with.. but thats an impossiblity.. so i keep looking.. and finding nothing good

 

hey we're out there for ya someplace, just gotta smack us along side the head to get us thinking right sometimes.

 

gosh.. i wish it was that easy..


6 billion people.. and i just want one to call mine

 

I know the feeling. Life makes losers of us all.

 

i wish i was still 5.. things were much easier then

 

oh come on there, your feeling a bit down I can tell but have you gave everyone a chance? Your answere to all your dreams could be anyone, you may have met the person and just dont realize it yet. Your not a geezer so life is still flowing, chin up, think positive (not Im positive it wont happen either). You can post your info, include photo bla bla bla on the personals in here, you never know, you might be glad ya did. I would offer more but Im a loner and love it, just the way I am, love to chat a bit now and them but I think Im a pretty selfish person over all. I like my things as I left em when I leave out on the truck and when I cont home I know they are still there. The roomate I have caring for the house knows this and respects my wishes. Told her do whatever but when I call a couple days before my return, she knows the house should be kinda clean, and my remote next to my chair. Its a good deal for me, she keeps my house clean, sends off checks for bills when they come in for me and I supply a house, cable, internet, ect that I would have paid for anyway and it would just set.

Im so sure there is a person out there for ya, hell Im an ugly dude and have had offers, just I like to be lonely, lol.

 

ahah possibly.. i just want it.. a week ago.. hell 10 years ago would be nice too


i'm just frustrated as hell with being dicked around all the time.

maybe if i had had ONE decent relationship i won't feel like this

 

Look the ones you did have, why did they end or go wrong ect? Is there a certain one thing that is in your power to control or change? Why do you seek a relationship?

I know what went wrong in my marriage well atleast in part that was within my control and I have corrected it but now just am not in the mood to seek anything out in life other than perhaps friends and to me that should be an accident, lol.

Funny my ex told me I had changed and that is why we grew apart and she was correct. I quit a great paying job, one that with perks was easily over 100k a year, stopped blowing money to keep up with the "Jones's", went and did stuff that I was told I would not be able to do and have found happiness instead of pain. I guess I earned my problems back then, married a lovely woman and I was just a plain guy. Should have asked myself why she was with me to start with, if it aint looks, than maybe it is for the $$.

It says your 29, your just having them time of your life issues right now, will last a few years, be happy your alive, have ppl who talk to ya, that you have all your limbs, ect. You will find love out there, just harder to do when your trying so hard.

 

it's not me.. but it sure feels like it..

seems that a lot of them leave me for someone else i'm just a temperary for someone to have sex with while waiting on someone else to come back to them.

honesty.. they seem to be liars too.

i can't see what i am doing wrong.. thats probably why i post on this subject, i'm totally confused.

i like being with someone. i like that feeling. it's the emotional part i'm trying to get.. and i end up losing everytime.

everytime a relationship ends.. i'm left heartbroken and questioning myself.

 

did not think or say it was you, just one must look at what they can change, like for example change who you seek and the reasons for it perhaps or let your children decide, they are normally far greater at this than any of us. As for feeling heart broken at the end of a relationship, if you did not feel that way no matter who broke up with who it would normally make ya a bad person, the fact ya care about it, means you have a good heart.

Sadly people lie, alot do so to gain something in your case your emotions.

First mistake I see is you allow them to sleep with you, love is earned, let them earn thier way to you, if they are willing to stick it out then better chance they are in love with you and not just a thrill seeker.

Show em your toes, lol!

 

bingo.. i think thats the "problem" too

 

wow i had something possible correct, give me a brownie button! lol.

 

lol.. well i thought so.. others have said it.. ~sigh~ .. i blame my horomes

 

Hormones are good, nothing wrong with em, just need to decide what is more important to ya. It is a toughy all right.

I used to think my ideal relationship was not much to ask for. I thought it would be very nice to have a person who would take care of teh house, I dont mean some housekeeper shit but rather just you know kept from looking like a disaster and since Im not home but at most 6 days a month the only mess would have been theres. I do my own laundry, and clean up after myself. Would be nice if they had cooked as a suprise not me having to make all the decisions, I make so many out here on the road already, who would pay the bills, from our account, and would let me know they understand what I do out here and for that I would spoil em, send flowers for no reason, send random gifts, always respect them, never leave them out, always let them be the other 50% in any major decision. Well it was far too much to ask for and looking got to be a chore so thus lost interest in the idea. I now have a close to it without the whole deal. I sweet 18, she will be 19 on the 10th yr old who pays my bills, cares for the house (well most of the time but she tends to do as little as she can sometimes) makes sure my remote is in the place I left it when I return and since there is no sex, no anything works out good. She has a place to live and I have someone there. Ideas had been brought out by her but hell being almost 2x her age i have nothing to offer that is of real quality to her, just a phase for her thus I keep it simple and without any complicating relationship issues. It can be rought though, she is of coarse young, cute and tends to run around the house in far less than I would have thought was proper but then she is used to me being gone.

 

i don't ask for much either

maybe i should try and go for a "how long can i stay single?" (no sex, no kissing, no dating, no anything) record.


cus i'm just not a very good judge of men i guess.

i would however like some more friends

 

thats easy enough is it not?

 

sounds easy.. we'll see..

y'all can just tell me i'm dumb if it happens again

 

your not dumb for wanting something in life that is normal so stop that part right there. Your a woman seeking love, romance, life ect so why is that dumb if in your search you are let down?

 

because the same thing keeps happening. how am i not dumb for letting it.. over and over? i still say i'm doing something wrong.. and it can't be just when i chose to sleep with these men either

 

bit of spring fever biten ya on the ass huh meeeee too, sux being single this time of year, expeciely if you know you could be at your best in viable relationship.
seems i have benn ether searching for a good woman or tring to convince some chick obsorbed in self loathing she can be a good woman.
i can tell you this, dont give up !! thats what i did last time and it just left me more determined than ever to find "her" the one who knows what it takes to make a good relationship and is capable of doing her part and letting me do mine. They all seem to be taken though, but then that just makes sense, because a woman who can recognize a good man when she sees one and knows how to act in a relationship has already found what she needs and is treating him right.
as far as yanks advice, no offence brother but that could be potentialy very bad advice. ,I meen picture this, you meet this dude right, and you two realy click, hes picking all your vibes, your picking up his, you got a real conection going on, and then later that evening things are set to get alot closer, he can feel your desire, you cn feel his the posibility of something wonderfull is the air, and then you shoot him down and the only explanation you have to offer is a game your playing with him? ouch, I could be wrong, its posible considering my history but ive been in his shoes, and even though i did knda understand i never realy got over the cold feeling of rejection it left me with