hm. what do you know that i don't. right now i'm just kinda shitty and unwanted. no one responds to my emails or phone calls anymore. my daughter's loving up on her daddy but won't let me even look at her. shitty shitty shitty.
you know what my problem is? i've been sitting in this stupid apartment in arizona for over a week. i miss my house! so much bigger and kai had room to play. we had more than one tv, so dave could play his video games in another room, and i had books to read. i didn't expect to finish all 3 so quickly. i'm just really bored, and when i'm bored, i'm shitty. and when i'm shitty, i feel unwanted.
btw, thanks seamonster. you're a doll. hey, didn't i fight with you a lot when you first got here? i think i did. lol. how funny.
right, I think a lot has to do with perception, and when you feel low you have less of a charismatic vibe. i felt that way last night when i was out and i started to get paranoid that certain people were talking about me. Are you on vacation right now? We got into some disagreements over opinions, but thats happened with lots of people here. I've also agreed with many of your opinions and definitely think you are one of the smartest people here. I think we both started posting at about the same time here too. heh, I think I was a little more agressive in the beginning.
no, my husband has been working on a job out here in arizona. i decided to come with him this time. but it's been a long stretch, in close quarters without all the things i need to get anything done. i have no vacuum, so there's crackers all over the floor from my daughter. it's been SUPER hot, so kai can't play outside till it cools off. sucks.
yeah, sprout, i'm probably just shitty. thanks for the whimsical love thread on that other forum. love the pics of your kitties, too. i miss my kitten.
well thank you and just cause i have become in love with myself and the world doesnt mean that i cant get down and out on occasion?! now where is that massage to clear away all my emotions?