If you're reading this and feel an instant urge to contact me, do so. My energy has been very active lately and my guides have been in constant communication with me. Many people have been sent to me for help, it's very strange for me, although I've kinda gotten used to it. The moments when things(existence, life, "time", reality, etc) become extremely clear, are increasing for me. With each person I have helped, I've learned something from them, they unknowingly carry a message. The more people I've been exposed to, the more I've been able to help, the more I understand. It's almost as if every person that comes to me for help and receives it, brings another piece of an amazing puzzle. If my eyes are open at the time and I pay close attention, I'm able to put it into place and make more sense of my own life and existence in general. I've recently discovered my purpose in life and, if it's meant to be, I'd like to try and help others help themselves to find this as well. It's an amazing feeling. I no longer fear death, as a matter of fact, in a strange way I'm almost excited, dare I say, looking forward to it. But until that day comes, I want to teach, guide, and help as many souls as possible.
oh , happy purpose . just this morning i was imagining the moment of death - you know - just another coffee time alone and having a moment of no purpose until the second cup when i invented a purpose for the day . i'm not the sort to worry purpose . oops , whatever have i done in writing to you ? i hadn't really planned to ... but then from the core of my philosophy i believe your writing deserves a relation . it's something to do freely almost pointlessly like , who ever would ascend the glory heights to sit on the point of a pyramid . ouch .
I asked at one point, do I have a guide. I had a lucid dream. A man said there is someone I'd like you to meet. He began introducing me to people, hundreds of people. I understood an unmistakable symbolism. My guide was everyone I meet. Everyone we consider calls on us to make a statement about ourselves, a teaching. As we teach we learn, as that which is inside of us emerges.
Regarding death: In my telepathic conversation this morning with my spirit guide Deanna as I was driving to the train station, the subject of death came up. I was saying that I fear death much less than I used to. Then I said in a whimsical mood, "But it's so final." Deanna said, "It's not all that final." Then she laughed and said slowly and matter-of-factly, "It's just another fuckin' win." Anyhoo Kevin, this sounds intriguing...I might just want to have some conversation with you about some stuff.
hi kevin, this thread was the first i opened when i logged onto the forum and would love to take you up on your kind offer! I tried to figure out a way to PM you but couldnt..have you enabled the messaging option?
