rants, raves, and similarities..

Im posting this ehre because im not sure where else it should go. mental health maybe but im not wondering about mental health, this is physical.. do you ever feel so cut off from the world that it becomes hard to breathe? like youve buried your level of conclusions so low that your lungs are barely opening it seems and air weighs a ton. mostly in the night time, around or while im trying to sleep my thoughts become heavier and ehavier (heavier in the sense of more indepth realization) they become so heavy that im forced to wake up and go walkin around trying to end all thought patterns it seems..
do any of you feel like this life is a bit too sad for us to relax? i feel most surely life shouldnt be going down as it is. it seems like the youth is not so cncerned about the greater whole (alongside future). most folks i meet at centered around individuality and spiritual freedom. which isnt bad, its great. me too, but they lack in wonders of social evolution. we're being trained for the business world. the world where we wake and work come up sleep then wake and work. i feel maybe spiritual freedom should be strained with the ideas of universal relationship. theres a distinct difference from generation to generation. we're growing up in the technological revolution. nano technology will be the future indefinately. asnd that scares me. it seems as im typing this im insisting we all stop using electricity but im not, i just think this world as a whole needs to practice "old fashion" ways, time to time i guess?.. along the lines with spiritual freedom, we need freedom from the destined life thats been made for us all to survive through. atleast here in america. i guess im concered about our species if that seems weird or not. i feel like were going in the wrong direction somehow.. but not completely... i dont know, ima stop but thats all, thanks for reading if you did. take care
be well
love life
colt

 

Definately.

 

feels good im not the only one.. take care

 

Were all gonna die of the bird flu anyways so it doesn't matter!

 

from death comes new life...everyone dies alone...death is inevitable...(a few thoughts)

 

your circumstances for these thoughts reminds me of exactly what happens to me at night

 

I deff. agree. I feel like I seem to be the only one who see's the world the way i do. It stressful to think no cares. It's like those dreams you have where your yelling at the top of your lungs but no one can here you.