Realizations

When is the last time you had a mind boggling realization that made you feel your life was turning to a new direction?

I had one today... things are going to be different.

 

Things are always going to be different.

 

My divorce. 20 October 1995. arty:

 

you never know a woman until you meet her in court

 

lol!!!

 

My last acid trip I realized I needed to be a tree for a while.

 

I have one everyday. Everyday I ignore it. I like to be happy.

 

I wanna say last time I was in Manhattan.. on my ex's bday.. fucked-up night.

 

when i started writing my thesis proposal, i knew there was no turning back

 

or the day we decided with my friend H to move my things out of his house to her house, about a month ago.

 

True.

This is one of those, I think I want to puke realizations.

It's depressing, this whole situation I let myself get into is depressing.

 

But, it's changable and not forever. It's going to be okay.

 

If something depresses you, change it.
Life is
a) not worth wasting with depression
b) easy as that.

 

I need to get over some of the things in my life and move on....

If I could right now, I would. :cheers2:

 

You can. :cheers2:

 

My dad always used to say, "Cheer up things could get worse. So, they cheered up and sure enough things got worse".

 

ok. I will do it.

We want D E T A I L S.

 

It will be hard, but I will, in time.

 

There you go, Enra. That is the spirit!

 

I bet.

Then it would become another 'show' for the community.