Blank canvass......You bring to it what is inside of you....so in a way, if you want to poison it with your shit...I am just walking away from now on.
It is sad that these games exist really, but deep in your being you know if something is real or not. I so wanted to be wrong....
The whole conviction of my life now rests upon the belief that loneliness, far from being a rare and curious phenomenon, is the central and inevitable fact of human existence.” ― Thomas Wolfe
and in the end i realised that everything i did was and would be wrong. love was not a reality that was holding me away from death but was throwing me into the hands of death himself.
If a task has once begun never leave it til it's done, be the labor great or small do it well or not at all.
Consider this.... Life is a buffet. What you choose and what i choose may be different things....It does not make anything bad. Some things may just not be for you, and the same holds true for me.
I can't tell you how powerful this is. I read it early this morning, and after a full day, it still stops me in my tracks. Thanks for posting it.