Seeking Medical and Spiritual Healing

I am seeking what ever healing and assistance that any of you may be able to offer.

I have been disabled by Chronic Fatigue Syndrome and Multiple Chemical Sensitivities for about 25 years. So far, all the various therapies that I have had the resources to try over the years, have been of little help or effectiveness.

And, at present, I feel trapped in this situation with no way out.

I realize that all healing is holistic, and the mental, spiritual, and physical, all must be addressed to achieve any real lasting healing and well being.
And I have made some efforts in this area before. Which were consoling, and soothing, but not truly healing.

I know that enough has not been done in this area. And so, here I am looking for it -- again.

Perhaps this time I'm in the right place and time, and a more effective connection can be made. Perhaps, I am more ready and open than I was before.

But, at this minute, I am exhausted and lost on the issue.

So, I need what ever enlightenment, information, guidance, direction, healing, etc., you might be able to offer. I need new input from new sources.

I am lost in the darkness and need your help.

I don't know my way from where I am now.

At this moment, I feel the weight of the situation crushing my life and spirit.
And, unfortunately, have a hard time feeling like there is a way forward from here.

If you feel inclined to assist me with my situation, please reply to this thread and we will take it from there.

Thanks!

 

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i sincerely recommend the Essene Gospel of Peace . it can be read on the net . in these writings Jesus gives a diet and explains a way of natural healing . it's the kind free gift , essentially no religion required . i found it useful in surviving the Lyme's which causes a system-wide alien freak-out . a body can be restored to balance seeking the peace in nature .

the Essenes happen to think of the elemental spirits of nature as angels who will attend to the healing . you've heard this old song ... earth my body , water my blood , air my breath and fire my spirit . to have some good vibe friends singing in the woods with you helps maybe most of all . you go to the good life place ... probably walking slow and tired , just walking , resting , listening , walking on , being simple . you are going home .

 

I cannot do much for you physically, but I can do something for you spiritually. My specialty is spiritual cleansing. If this is something you are interested in message me.

 

Hhhmmm... have you tried reiki? My friend is a certified reiki master, and she did me a few times.... very nice. I had flu symptoms for a few days afterwards and got very emotional, but it allowed me to release a lot of stuff that had been building.

Another thing that comes to mind is a need for balance.... I know you said something about physically, mentally and spiritually, but I mean on a simpler level as well... balanced diet, exercise, etc.... is it possible that there is some kind of deficiencies in your system? (This is all being pulled/read from somewhere beyond me.... so don't think I know anything medically.) I don't know.... if I hear anymore, I'll let you know.

Soooo tired right now... haha. I will answer your PM soon.

 

Thanks for your responses everyone.

As important as this is to me, I have been distracted by daily life stuff, and just haven't been able to get back to you.

But I will soon, when I feel less tried and drained.

I truly appreciate your input.

 

Just in case people do send you some kind of spiritual or physical healing such as Reiki, make sure you drink lots of water. Any crap that is stirred up in your sytem is easier flushed out if you are well hydrated. This is very important. I will drum and pray for you....

 

Thank you windy. It is always touching to have good people pray for you.
I pray you are rewarded with some really good karma in return.

I will keep myself well hydrated.

 

i agree with the Essene Gospel suggestion--DEFINATELY---also you may want to see a holistic practitioner that does Biofeedback---it may help you find the spiritual root of your physical problems.


i feel life has been hard for you and you are just plain tired. i believe once you realize your soul's purpose and get back on your highest path you will be too exhilerated to feel chronic fatigue or anything like that. my stepmom used to suffer chronic fatigue, had environmental allergies (anything made her sick) and fibromaialgia.......all psycho-somatic. she was living a miserable soul-less life and her body was caving in from spiritual boredom.

once she started pursuing her spirituality (rather rabidly i might add) her focus was so strong in that direction it was like she "forgot" that she was sick. suddenly she was fine. now it only acts up when she's overcome with work & stress & forgets the spirit...as soon as she goes back to her spiritual stuff she's well again.

 

mara-aum,

Yes, it has been a far rougher ride than I'd of cared for -- On the other hand, what an adventure.

Agreed. But what IS my soul's purpose and highest path? At present, and for years now, I have asked myself and others that question thousands of times -- and not been able to satisfactorily answer it. Any insights or clues on that would be GREATLY welcomed.

Yep, me too -- unfortunately.
Actually, for me, it is the worst part of it all. I just want to be normal again, like when I was young.

Yep, me too -- unfortunately. 26 years of it.

I have pursued my spirituality to varying degrees from even before I fell into this situation. And, to be honest, at times, because of the awfulness and seeming hopelessness of the condition, I somewhat turned away from spiritual pursuits, feeling abandoned by God and The Universe. Though I never did totally let go, and close that door.
And from time to time -- like now -- I always return to the quest.

But, what you are suggesting here --

-- is exactly what I am looking for in this thread. I just don't seem to be able to find it myself -- or, haven't been allowed to so far.

The bio-feedback idea is a good one. But I'm not sure I have the resources available to pursue that. A complication I constantly encounter.
But I'll see what I can do.

Thanks so much for your insights. They are much appreciated.

 

I found when I devoted myself to a spiritual practice it helped ALOT. An everyday thing. A way of life. Walk with one foot in the spiritual and one foot in the physical. If you are here asking questions then you are already on your spiritual journey. It is a slow process. Sending you prayer and healing.....Windy....I think I shall also read about the Essenes.....thank-you tikoo....mara-aum....

 

Hey mojave, I keep thinking about writing and spiritual experiences. You ARE a writer, and you've had some awesome experiences - and if you open yourself to that path again, it seems to me you might very well have more of them coming your way. Does that sound anything like it might be a spiritual path for you?

 

Zen,

Yes, I agree that writing IS one of my purposes. And, combined with spiritual experiences, it is part of my spiritual path. And, I have reopened myself to the spiritual again. Though, I'm still not fully clear about how much that path should be as it was before, or to what degree it should be a different approach.
Certain elements of my previous experience intensely call to me. However, I have reservations and doubts about re-including them in my current path.
It is keeping me in an uncertain frame of my mind with an unclear vision of what to do, how to proceed, and exactly what my path is.

I know that this is an issue I need to resolve to really move forward. I think at the minute, it is a block that is partially hanging me up and restraining my progress.

I have been going to the Universe about this. But, the enlightenment and resolution I've been seeking hasn't FULLY come through yet. I guess this thread is part of that process.

Also, in my Dream thread in this forum, Old Crone suggests that channeling is part of, or one of, my spiritual path and life's purpose as well.

This too sounds and feels correct.

However, right now, my connection with channeling is rather tentative. My connection is not very strong or very clear, and I don't always get through to it every time I make that effort. Even though I always feel it there, waiting for me.
Maybe, I'm NOT supposed to get through every time. Maybe, there are times when I'm supposed to wing it on my own initiative, and not rely on The Universe for direction.

Any way, I AM working on all of this.

 

The elements of your previous experience that intensely call to you are the ones that lie directly in your path. This is always the way it works--even if it looks like the path leads through the valley of the shadow of death--which is a place I've been on numerous occasions, btw (and I admit, it never stops scaring the hell out of me). Your fear is what creates your reservations. But you can learn to handle these things. If you like, I could try doing another ambassadorial mission...maybe see if some negotiations could be worked out...

I'm kinda thinking that if you can clear this path, the mediumship will follow.

 

If i may chime in with an opinion or two


I think that your spiritual experiences of the past and your expectations about the future are causing you problems and dissipating your energy levels. In other words you feel disempowered perhaps. Think about how the NOW ... this very moment, is the only real time there is... the past is just memories and the future is just expectations. I think the reason it doesn't seem to be happening right now for you is that your past and future are blocking you from being in the NOW.
Our 'purpose' is hardcoded into us so no need to worry about finding it and nothing ever happens that the universe doesn't know about. Stop worrying about the future and let the past go ... let the future go aswell.
The more you let go of your expectations of yourself, the more you will see what is really there; A spiritual councellor i once had some sessions with said to me " When i was starting out on this path i wanted to do astral travelling and all this cool stuff ... but it never happened like that, however other things happened instead."
- To me this means; don't expect things to be a certain way and just be open (accepting) to what happens. Whatever your 'purpose' is, just accept that it's working itself out in it's own seemingly convoluted way. Some things just take time to work your way through.
All this stuff about being a healer or medium and such is not really a purpose as such but just a by product of a growing awareness and love ... don't get stuck on the 'i'm gonna be a healer' thing.

It sounds cliche i know but just try not to live in the future and dwell on the past and just go with the present flow and be open to what the universe gives you ... the universe does know what you need, and you are probably getting just that. In ten years time it may all make sense to you.
That councellor guy also said to me "Get out of your own way." ... our expectations and regrets get in our own way.
Try and find the magic of the now, and your energy may free itself.

 

also MJ, i have found the macrobiotic diet is the best relief from fatigue, and allergies. based on whole foods in season, it helps with re-alignment. It helps with presence awareness too as liquid light wizely suggests

 

Another thing ... grounding. It's great when you don't feel too atatched to things ... like you'd be happy whatever happens, but don't deny your physical experience either ... spiritual types can often see spirituality as an escape from the world so don't do that.
There's not mutch point in reaching up (or down ...anywhere really) for the light if it's not grounded in the physical ... that can make us crazy.
The physical world is god/goddess's (our) creation... it's not an illusion or dream, our egos create an illusion or dream out of it. We just need to see it as it really is... without ego.
So take some walks and stuff, get into your work or hobby and try not to feel anxious about what's happening. Again, i say don't worry ... things are working themselves out. Your own spirit knows whats going on even if your ego doesn't.
So relax

 

WOW,
All these enlightening responses!

All ringing true! So much on the same message!

Decisions are being made, and shifts are taking place. Feels like a damed river breaking free. Where the path will lead me -- I will find out!

Thanks everyone for your input!

And more are welcomed.

 

i think a nice theraputic massage would do you wonders i have had only 1 and right after and for the next few weeks i felt totally energized and always ready to go...my step mom owns a theraputic massage center

 

Thanks for the massage suggestion. I'll see what I can arrange.

And thanks so much for drawing my attention back to this thread. I really needed to reread all these great replys, from all these fine people so willing to help. Though it never left, it rekindles my inspiration!

 

theres also another type of therepy im not remembering the name right now but it's basicly a massage with a bunch of different essential oils and that gets alot of toxins out of youre body that could be causing youre fatigue...one of my realtives got it and when all the essential oils mixed together she actually threw up do to the toxins releasing but thats usally best for people who are sick or become sick alot but i think it may be helpful for you also ill find out the name for it.