i just feel alone. I know there are people around me, who care about me and would probably give everything for me. And i know i must be happy about it, coz there are people in this world who have nothing. I love my boy, i love him more than anything in this world. I know that he will always be there for me, to protect me, listen to what i have to say and just hold my had in his. We are together for half year maybe a little more now and we had some problems, but i feel that he is the one and would give my life for him. He is the most important person to me, i feel him closer to me than anybody else on this earth. But im scared to lose him one day, coz everything that has a begining must have an end. That thought kills me . Maybe most of our problems are about that, coz im way to stupid to talk so much about that. Once he said to me that if we accidentally make a baby , he would want us to keep it no matter what, no matter if i still go to school. He once told me that he want me to be his wife one day...i know i must be really, really fucking dumb to be scared and make stupid shit out of nothing, but there are so many girls out there...who knows, maybe he`ll meet with someone and leave me one day and then im gonna be dead inside. i hope that would never happen. I know we are still young to make such a commitment, but im sure that i want to spend my life with him. I dont know why am i even making this thread, but i guess i need somebody to just tell me that i imagine things and everything is cool, even that i already know that!
I wanna break up. Sorry. But if yer lookin fer a good time, call this number: 903-962-2912. Ask for Toby.
hah why are you sorry? you dont break up with me do you? and by the way i live in the other side of the world, so i have serious doubts that i will ever call you.
That's not supposed to be my number. If you recall, I just broke up with you. I really don't know whose number that is, but I doubt anyone named Toby lives there.
ah and im really glad that you did! by the way i think you must give it a try and call, maybe someone who`s name is Toby actually lives there
I think you should try not to focus about whats going to happen in the future. Focus on the now, you have him now so make the most of it. And who knows the future might be brighter than you think.
